>>82208290 (OP)
It's not legal in my country and I don't want to deal with sketchy websites and potential sting operations. When they legalize it (which is soon as the number of incels in the west is rapidly increasing) and market prices become regulated then I will
>>82208290 (OP)
so i went to colorado with my best friend to go to a concert a week or so ago
he said oh hey its ur birthday do u wanna go to a strip club
i said nah i dont even like strippers, but if u want to give me alcohol i wouldnt say no
i was like if only there was a place to get alcohol without strippers, thatd be the best place for me rn
>>82208290 (OP)
I saw a bunch of prostitutes recently due to going outside, and even though they all had like objectively perfect bodies, I did not feel attracted to them at all.
Once I started making decent money, I also started taking trips of 2-3 weeks to Thailand once a year to get all the fucking out of my system. Been every year since 2018(except 2020 for obvious reasons).
>>82208290 (OP)
I did. It wasn't what I wanted. I thought the first time was just cope/nerves, 2nd visit didn't change shit. I still felt empty and alone afterwards. I still don't have a GF, but seeing escorts won't change shit. I'll just jack off if I am horny.