>>82210801 (OP)
This obsession with comparing yourself to others and deriding others based on arbitrary metrics is exhausting. I'm learning Spanish in my free time, or trying to, but I do not much care how many languages a person speaks. I do not care what their height is, whether they are ugly or attractive, rich or poor, or intelligent. I have reached the point where all I really care about is whether a person is genuinely good hearted and cares about his fellow man.
I just don't care about ephemeral indicators of status anymore, and I find it tiring to see people constantly trying to be "better" than one another. This planet is a nightmarish sacrificial chamber that we cannot escape from. To be the fattest sacrifice is no great honour.