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Anonymous No.82213084 >>82213124 >>82213339
OCD
I realized like last year that a bunch of things I've been experiencing since my dad died are actually symptoms of OCD
>stuff like having to constantly check my heart beat, press on the bridge of my nose in a specific way unprompted, my eyelashes cannot be connected at the corners of my eyes, have to walk over bumps twice to make sure my feet feel 'even' (they don't, so I have to go over like 5 times), have to triple-or-more check when someone gives me something
Is it going to get worse? Will my OCD keep getting more intense? I already start sweating if I don't check my pulse or if I breath the wrong way.

I haven't been diagnosed by a shrink or anything, but there's literally nothing else it can be.
Am I fucked, anons? It's super mild, it doesn't harmfully impact my life like someone with severe OCD, but it's still really hellish.
Anonymous No.82213124 >>82213141
>>82213084 (OP)
You should just cum in your girls ass every time you feel anxious about death. Cumming in a girls ass when youre paranoid as FUCK feels so fucking good, thats gotta be one of the most fun things you can ever experience across time or space. You probably dont get to do that, you should just commit a double homosicide plus suicide.
Anonymous No.82213141 >>82213197
>>82213124
I don't have a girl unfortunately
Anonymous No.82213197
>>82213141
Yeah its hard these days, girls have really high expectations. Youll probably never get to have sex anymore unless youre like really high tier on the sexual market.
Anonymous No.82213339 >>82213373
>>82213084 (OP)
>have to walk over bumps twice to make sure my feet feel 'even' (they don't, so I have to go over like 5 times)
I know you have OCD because this is fucking incomprehensible to me. What do you mean "bumps" what bumps, like in the sidewalk?? What situation are you even describing? Where??? You go over what 5 times? The fact that you typed this expecting anyone to understand is like okay yeah ur probably OCD
Anonymous No.82213373
>>82213339
like... bumps?
If I'm walking anywhere and there's a line or a bump or a crack on the ground, I have to walk over with with both feet, or just avoid it entirely.
Are bumps on the ground just something normal people don't notice while walking?