what are YOU doing to improve yourself, anon?

I'm over 21. The interminable decline has started. The self improvement period of life has ended.

>>82219705 (OP)
Getting /fit/. Simple as

>>82219705 (OP)
I'm trying to get back into employment

>>82219732
You have 5 more years before it's truly over, saddle up now or forever hold your peace

>>82219732
you're terminally online, highly retarded or posting doombait. self improvement can happen at any point, and it's far easier to do in your 20s than later in life

>>82219732
22 is still young enough to do something

>>82219705 (OP)
I'm mostly trying to build good habits I've been neglecting like taking care of my hair, my teeth, sleeping good. It's really hard to get myself to take care of myself and my surroundings, I just don't care about anything I really just want to die but I can't so.

>>82219705 (OP)
i'm thinking about my meds, clozapine is said is the gold standard for removing voices. Yet I stopped taking it because it would cause me to feel like i was chocking and it kinda scared me. Idk what to do i'm already on an injectable and even tho it helped with the fucked up thoughts and thinking the voices still bother me.

idk going to go on a walk

>>82219705 (OP)
I'm breaking out of my brain fog created by almost 5 years of neeting. Trying to mod stuff in games now because I remember you guys said creating stuff is better than consuming. Thank you chatgpt for making it way easier for a tech illiterate monkey like me.

>>82219705 (OP)
/biz/ and less weed.

>>82219705 (OP)
>what are YOU doing to improve yourself, anon?
got a new job
fixing my skincare and my diet
going out more
taking estrogen

>>82219705 (OP)
I'm gonna sign up for college football even though I'm 150lbs and have never played any sports. And I'm not even remotely fit or lifting.

>>82219705 (OP)
i'm learning how to self-discipline

>>82219705 (OP)
currently nothing.

>>82219705 (OP)
>what are YOU doing to improve yourself, anon?
Diet, being more social and reading books. That's all I can manage rn.

I'm too fucked to do anything. We're fucked. It's all fucked. The planet is fucked. Fuck.

>>82220372
nihilists went out of fashion years ago

>>82219705 (OP)
Tryna fix my back pain, does that count? I don't know what I'm gonna do after that.

>>82220484
have you tried going to a massage place and getting a little asian lady to walk on you

I try to write 2,000 words a day of my crappy story. That's about it though. Rest of my day is browsing indeed for a job.

>>82219705 (OP)
I was going to the gym and taking vitamins and cleaning up my diet but my mom beat me viscously and called me a faggot. And get this after I quit going and started eating like shit again she tried to lecture me about how I need to eat better.