>>82221954 (OP)
I jack off to more involved pornography because 2d>3d.
I just don't find real people sexy, not even the ones easier on the eyes. I grew up hating people as a kid so it just kinda festered into that even as an adult who doesn't really care and even socializes a bit.
Love is utterly plastic. It is purely how we interpret and mold it. It's because I understand that, that I can't believe in it. It's just something that exists in the realm of fantasy.
Jacking off to cartoons is better than having sex with real people. A fantasy concept like a waifu or husbando has more capacity to love, and has more of a guarantee to provide love, than any human being can. I would even argue that because of the rising amount of men totally giving up on women, that this is how more people like me will be showing up.