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>How do you get past the thought that there are probably a million better books than the one you are reading?
It's just not possible. Even in my highly curated book collection most of it is crap, I have to admit, and even in the best quality books, most of the pages are crap, and so on. In the best paragraphs, maybe only one or two sentences really strike you. The only exceptions are when you have an outside motivation. Students probably peruse their math textbooks intensely. A Christian reads the Gospel so much he takes a pocket version with him on trips. Etc. If you like cycling, your manual on bicycle maintenance probably sees a lot of use.
The amount of books in a lifetime that can have an effect on you can be counted on the fingers.
>I step foot in a library and basically everything I see interests me
Yeah I used to just read wikipedia constantly as a kid before I became an adolescent and promptly used the next 15 years of my life to obsess over internet porn