>>82229774 (OP)
I was a very precocious kid so i was reading lots of history books in middle school, then i somehow got my hands on the History of Central Banking, then i started reading philosophy, Spengler, amd basically by 8th grade i already formed the opinion that "it's the jews". I tried reading left wing literature, tried Foucault, Weimar school, Marx, Fromm, Horkheimer, Adorno, but all of them seemed like idiots proven wrong by history, just like Rousseau.