>>82230883 (OP)
>came home from work
>gooned for 4 hours
>bored, look through my notepad files
>go to one of the earliest files and read em
>Realize I have literally the same exact problems since 3 years ago
>NOTHING has changed
>in 3 fucking years
>despite feeling like I tried so often
Truth is I barely even fucking tried. Every big leap that I went for I ended up quitting after 2 weeks. Any small changes that I tried as well, I have always just written plans, always have schedules and ideas on what to pursue, and I never stick to anything for more than a few weeks. I've accomplished nothing.