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/cat/ !!SgPoFc5Qpgy No.82236454 >>82236775 >>82238321 >>82239134
/cut/ - Cutters General #580
Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual support

wazup fellas
>How are you doing today?
>Any plans for today?
>When was the last time you hurt yourself?
>Why did you hurt yourself?
>Is there anything bothering you right now?
/cat/ !!SgPoFc5Qpgy No.82236459
eyo
Here's a bunch of helpful links

>a long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):
https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7

>a first aid post cuting:
https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/

>a wound care guide:
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic

>a bpd workbook:
https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read

>a bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)
https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c

>a bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)
workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:
https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdf

Please don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
yuanon No.82236775 >>82236889
>>82236454 (OP)
>wazup fellas
heyo! not much. just got home, had dinner and now i'm watching the gamescom opening night. let's see if there's something interesting this time. gonna chill now.
/cat/ !!SgPoFc5Qpgy No.82236889 >>82237018 >>82238321
>>82236775
Hello
>just got home, had dinner and now i'm watching the gamescom
sounds nice :D
hope u have fun and that ur dinner was tasty
I started making models in blender for my project and after struggling it all broke...
yuanon No.82237018 >>82237248 >>82238321
>>82236889
>hope u have fun and that ur dinner was tasty
it was nice. we'll see about the show, though. the games reveal i was looking forward for the most was quite underwhelming.

>I started making models in blender for my project and after struggling it all broke...
drat. :/ do you know why?
/cat/ !!SgPoFc5Qpgy No.82237248 >>82237559
>>82237018
>most was quite underwhelming
so as usual it seems :/
>do you know why?
because blender is annoying!
and if you press q button accidentally you can't just back on by pressing the same button again
anyway how was work and what did u have for dinner?
yuanon No.82237559 >>82237647
>>82237248
>so as usual it seems :/
didn't expect anything from it anyway. no biggie. i'm just watching to kill some time.

>because blender is annoying!
stupid program. >:[

>you press q button accidentally you can't just back on by pressing the same button again
hm. should it be like that? no clue how blender works. ^^'

>how was work
alright, i suppose. nothing noteworthy happened.

>what did u have for dinner?
steak with some veggies. you?
/cat/ !!SgPoFc5Qpgy No.82237647 >>82237897
>>82237559
>just watching to kill some time.
at least it's good enough for that
>stupid program. >:[
stupidest !
>should it be like that?
yep
I wish I could do something to make it more like hammer
but guess I'll just have to learn it
or try using wome other program maybe another one straight from the 90s like hammer lol
>nothing noteworthy happened.
phew
it came and went
>steak with some veggies. you?
sounds nice
I just had some cheap little borgar
btw wht game were you look forward to?
yuanon No.82237897 >>82238266
>>82237647
>at least it's good enough for that
gotta at least know what i won't carw about for the next few years. ^^

>I wish I could do something to make it more like hammer but guess I'll just have to learn it
probably the best you can do. if you gonna wastw time on it anyway, learning it sounds way easier than modifying it.

>maybe another one straight from the 90s like hammer lol
you'd think they'd do better ones by now, but by that logic everything should be better and we know how that turned out.

>it came and went
pretty much.

>I just had some cheap little borgar
hope it was good.

>btw wht game were you look forward to?
dawn of war 4. not even really looking forward to the game. just wanted to see in what direction they are taking it after the weird 2nd and not well received 3rd parts. 4th might be an alright game, but i just don't care about the modern 40k designs in that game. anyways, show is over, nothing to see. now i'll look for something else.
/cat/ !!SgPoFc5Qpgy No.82238266 >>82238553
>>82237897
>carw about for the next few years. ^^
yep ^~^
>learning it sounds way easier than modifying it.
and without learning I wont really know what to modify
>you'd think they'd do better ones
I guess for some people they are better
they're definitely different
I just am used to older stuff
>hope it was good.
good enough :>
>the weird 2nd and not well received 3rd parts
hm sounds like quite the record
cynic No.82238321 >>82238395 >>82238553
>>82236454 (OP)
>>How are you doing today?
Literally fulled by caffeine. I've been awake since the middle of the night. Walked my dog, went to the gym and pulled even more hours to get a promotion in a position to my old department's management.
>>Any plans for today?
At this point I'm just cleaning until I crash out.
If I'm still awake, I'll end the night by reading some more death's end.
>>Is there anything bothering you right now?
The coworker I rejected is mad at me now.
I'm pulling a ridiculous number of hours.
I have one week to figure out want classes I can still do in this predicament.
And I really want that other job.
>>82236889
HELLO CAT!
>I started making models in blender for my project and after struggling it all broke...
oh no, how'd it break?
>>82237018
HELLO YU!
>the games reveal i was looking forward for the most was quite underwhelming.
what was it?
/cat/ !!SgPoFc5Qpgy No.82238395 >>82238982
>>82238321
>pulled even more hours to get a promotion
hope you do get it :<
and then get some good sleep soon !
> is mad at me now
why?
we're you mean when rejecting her?
>HELLO CAT!
HEY HEY :D
>how'd it break?
unrecoverably D;
and I'll have to start over tomorrow
Idk if I'll finished it in time but it doesn't bother me anymore
yuanon No.82238553 >>82238890 >>82238982
>>82238266
>and without learning I wont really know what to modify
also true. there's no way around it, is there?

>for some people they are better
eh. what do they know?

>they're definitely different
which is just a nice way to say obviously worse in every aspect! :<

>good enough :>
whatever gets us through the day. ^^

>sounds like quite the record
the first one was really good and just got a remaster. the rest doesn't matter

>>82238321
hey cynic!

>Literally fulled by caffeine.
same, but it's not working at all. :/

>I've been awake since the middle of the night.
and quite busy. you think you'll make it to the weekend like that? ^^'

>If I'm still awake, I'll end the night by reading some more death's end.
how is the book so far?

>The coworker I rejected is mad at me now.
she'll come around eventually. at least i hope so.

>I'm pulling a ridiculous number of hours. I have one week to figure out want classes I can still do in this predicament. And I really want that other job.
that's a lot of stuff all at once. i'd definitely sleep before making any big decisions, though. nothing good ever comes out of sleep deprived planning.

>what was it?
dawn of war 4. heard it was to be revealed today and got curious. doesn't look like it's for me, though.
/cat/ !!SgPoFc5Qpgy No.82238890 >>82239296
>>82238553
>there's no way around it, is there?
no D;
>nice way to say obviously worse in every aspect! :<
exactly !
they don't make them like they used to
>whatever gets us through the day. ^^
yep
>just got a remaster. the rest doesn't matter
lots of remakes and remasters lately
btw I might go to sleep soon so hope you have a good night friend
cynic No.82238982 >>82239296
>>82238395
>we're you mean when rejecting her?
I don't think so. Maybe, just unintentionally.
>Idk if I'll finished it in time but it doesn't bother me anymore
well at least you're not worried about it.
>>82238553
>you think you'll make it to the weekend like that? ^^'
I'll have to
>how is the book so far?
it's fascinatingly depressing.
>dawn of war 4.
never played it. how were the previous ones?
Anonymous No.82239134 >>82239296 >>82239330 >>82239490
>>82236454 (OP)
>How are you doing today?
stressing out feeling paranoid, can't say I don't deserves this. If only I was stronger I wouldn't care
>Any plans for today?
don't know just exist another day. most days I spent it distracting myself, but every now and then I get hit with thoughts that scare me
>When was the last time you hurt yourself?
it was about 8 months ago right after new years
>Why did you hurt yourself?
i wanted to prove loyalty to the voice inside my head and show how much i hated myself. i injured my eye
>Is there anything bothering you right now?
just the voices that are in the abyss. wonder if they will reach out and destroy me one day.
yuanon No.82239296
>>82238890
>no D;
shucks :[

>they don't make them like they used to
well, maybe you can make them like that again at some point. :>

>lots of remakes and remasters lately
well, most of their new ideas fall flat on their faces, so no wonder they feel the need to run back to things that people liked. when they completely ruin those, maybe people will buy their new rubbish.

>I might go to sleep soon so hope you have a good night friend
same to you. sleep well.

>>82238982
>I'll have to.
hang in there! o7

>it's fascinatingly depressing.
nothing for me then. ^^' at least at the moment. the books are on my list eventually, though. still have to read the next book in the mistborn-series gal recommended to me. read the second one while on vacation.

>how were the previous ones?
the first one and it's expansions are some nice basebuilding rts games. pretty well received. the second one was more of a squad based game with cover mechanics. more like company of heroes. people didn't like the changes to the core mechanics that much, but it was an alright game when you gave it a chance. 3rd one's reception was piss poor. i didn't like the look of the game one bit, so i never bothered trying it out myself. as far as i know it tried to reinvent the wheel again with how it played. the new one does look more like the 3rd in that regard and people are a bit worried already.

>>82239134
hi anon!

>stressing out feeling paranoid,
about anything in particular?

>can't say I don't deserves this. If only I was stronger I wouldn't care
you don't deserve any of this. :< with how stressful and exhausting everything has become these days, it's no wonder you have no strength left.

>just exist another day. most days I spent it distracting myself
same here. what do you distract yourself with?

>then I get hit with thoughts that scare me
wanna talk about those?

>it was about 8 months ago right after new years
wow. :0 that's a long time ago. well done.
yuanon No.82239330
>>82239134
>just the voices
sorry you have to deal with those.

>wonder if they will reach out and destroy me one day.
have you tried talking to someone about those voices? could medication help?
Anonymous No.82239357 >>82239403 >>82239592
most retarded general on the entire site award
just dont cut yourself lol its that easy
Anonymous No.82239403
>>82239357
where do they sell this cap
Anonymous No.82239490 >>82239707
>>82230115
>in the end it's your decision anyway
and I can do what I want with the food given to *me*
>and consider myself lucky that i do.
thanks

>>82239134
sometimes in a really silent environment I imagine really loud noises without wanting to do that and it hurts. injuring your own eye is brutal
Anonymous No.82239592
>>82239357
if only i had this information sooner. fuuuuck
yuanon No.82239707 >>82240024
>>82239490
>I can do what I want with the food given to *me*
word

btw, have you seen anything nice? played a good game or listened to some bangers recently? meant to ask earlier, but forgot.
Anonymous No.82240024 >>82240064 >>82240222
>>82239707
well thanks for asking Im not doing much even at my job, I asked for funds and stuff because I need a certain service for my objective. im playing some old games right now, single player, just taking it easy I guess. astroneer looks like a game for cuckold redditors but its still fun.

my rooms shutters remind me of a picture from some creepy pasta or something, sometimes. it creates this great feeling.. Im an aestheticist or something. i will post the pic later
Anonymous No.82240064 >>82240222
>>82240024
there it is. if I move into an even worse apartment i guess I will start to associate myself with some silent hill character
yuanon No.82240222
>>82240024
>Im not doing much even at my job
eh. do as much as you must. only reward for good work is more work.

>I asked for funds and stuff because I need a certain service for my objective.
will you get them?

>im playing some old games right now, single player, just taking it easy
makes sense. when i'm done with work i don't want to play a game where i have to bother with other people, either.

>astroneer looks like a game for cuckold redditors but its still fun.
that's all that matters. there just seem to be so many games like it that i can never tell them apart.

>>82240064
thanks for the pic. and the nightmares. >.> you're right, though. looks creepy.

i'll head to bed now. good night!