>>82247161 (OP)
>>82247255
>real solution
Go about normal life, be a good and honest person in other areas. Eventually you'll develop social credit that allows you to make a "reveal" to people you trust who are willing to see you as human. It's a lot like asking "how does one move past" any other bad past.
Eventually what matters, assuming you yourself view it as wrong, is to learn to accept yourself and to make it possible for others to accept you as well. Accepting yourself can be done much more easily because you simply need to find something that will make you feel like you "repented" in a way. For some, this could be like forcing yourself to do something difficult (eg. run a marathon, or idk lmao, look something up or ask yourself).
Getting others to accept you is harder and requires a history of high status actions, such as:
>steady, professional employment (especially if it sounds "serious" or noble)
>have impressive skills (play an instrument maybe?, or learn another language)
>have fashionable style (buy proper clothes and such)
>be physically fit/healthy (exercise and diet)