Thread 82248342

>Mother feeds me a ton of candy & sweets, cooks with a ton of oil & cheese
>Always been obese & ugly
>Viciously bullied for this for my school years
>End up isolated, outside of school I am on the internet 24/7
>Hate my self, want to kill myself
>Try to improve myself
>Count my calories, lose the weight
>Workout, gain muscles, now low enough BF for visible abs
>Stretch marks, luckily just on my ass, thighs & between my arm & chest
>185cm, 71kg, Age 19
>Completely missed on life
>0 Social skills, 0 Friends

I am no longer ugly, yet I feel like it doesn't matter anymore. I just go to shower - work - running - store - home - workout - internet time. Then weekends are spent laying at home doing nothing, maybe going outside to just walk around & ponder. I don't even know where to start, conversations send me into fight or flight. I'm still that fat loser inside, what a life this is.

I wish I just grew up normal, I wish I had friends, I wish I could have experienced all the fun I saw my peers do.

>>82248342 (OP)
literally me after hs i gained a bit of weight i think i was 80kg dropped down to around 65kg right now I'm just trying to get employed i applied to this dishwasher position hopefully i get it besides that I'm just gaming

>>82248342 (OP)
>>185cm, 71kg, Age 19
You didn't miss out on shit. You are genetically gifted you faggot.
You are still a teenager and probably still in high school or just started college. What did you miss out on?

>>82248342 (OP)
>Completely missed on life
Bitch your life just began and you're a beautiful beautiful woman.
If you act like this as a man you're cooked though. Either way you've only just begun, get married be better than your mother, love your children and your spouse

>>82248342 (OP)
now for the fun part. that woman of your dreams, the one you were born tied to with an invisible red string, the one you will grow old together with? your paths are destined to cross. and instead of brushing you off as an ugly fat loser that she cant get out of her mind years later for whatever reason, she is going to be just as obsessed with you as you are with her. go get your girl and live the life you always dreamed of :)

>>82248389
mood
>>82248428
I work a job at a factory, I missed out on socialization. Now I lack this skill & am out of the environment where I could practice it. I am no longer amongst people my age, instead old men.
>>82248453
I am a man
>>82248468
I honestly cannot imagine anyone liking me, beyond that a woman.

>>82248542
>I missed out on socialization.
So? Why socialize?
>Now I lack this skill & am out of the environment where I could practice it
You are 19. If you want to you still have school right? College??
>I am no longer amongst people my age, instead old men.
I get along better with older people too because they are themselves and don't follow vapid trends that change every month. Why is that bad?
Plus you are above average height and fit. Unless your face is really ugly you can probably get a gf easily.

>>82248342 (OP)
Life is over at 19? How retarded are you?

Its not over until you turn 22 keep trying bucko

>>82248342 (OP)
>Age 19
Stop acting like some jaded 40 year old, you are a literal teenager and your life has only just begun. Doing absolutely anything counts.

>>82248542
>I am a man
Stop acting like a woman then faggot

>>82248342 (OP)
wana be frenids

>>82248342 (OP)
The real blackpill is that you didn't miss out on anything. Those people dicking around were engaging in activities that'd do nothing for you. Fat and ugly makes no difference, I know because I changed that early, as a barely-teen. Fat people do the exact same things those people do. In truth, this era simply has nothing to offer you, beside where you ended up, the internet.