Thread 82252073

>bullied and abused entire life
>left with extreme Avoidant personality disorder
>somehow never managed to give up and kept fighting for my entire 20's
>turning 30 in a month
>still broken and can't keep up the facade anymore
see you all in hell

dude just keep going
and going
and going

put on some music jamz

>>82252073 (OP)
>bullied and abused entire life
>left with extreme Avoidant personality disorder
same. except i gave up much sooner

>>82252073 (OP)
Same but 28. I'm still trying though. I'm going back to college right now. Its a uphill struggle and the worst part is the end goal seems like a fucking nightmare to me.

>>82252106
i tried man, i really did. id be more inclined to hang my hat on that if it didn't end in failure

>>82252073 (OP)
i'm almost 32 and same. you stop caring as much and just jestermaxx. never forget this world is a farcical joke

I used to have extreme social anxiety and now I can say anything to anyone in public

>>82252073 (OP)
>neglected and alone entire life
>left with extreme Schizoid personality disorder
>immediately gave up
>turning 34 in a year
>still living a grey fantasy and can keep going forever
I don't wish to see any of you anywhere

>>82252073 (OP)
>>82252106
F. It is all so tiresome.
Hermitdom is the only way I can stay sane, and only just.

I'm homeless. I fear more than homelessness getting a job and it not being another, and thus losing my SSI.

>>82252364
>another
enough*
I have eyes but cannot see.