Thread 82254598

Just got out of prison a few weeks ago. Posting this from a public library. I won't disclose what crime I went in for, but I didn't hurt anybody. I'm posting here because I need advice on how to cope. I was raped in prison three times. I can't stop thinking about it, not in a homosexual way. I still can't believe it. How can I move on? I haven't told family, not sure I want to tell anybody.

>>82254598 (OP)
Just stop being a pussy and put it behind you. I'm sure prison rape is more common than most people believe, and it's happened to better men than you.

best keep it to yourself. i dont think much good can come out to say you were raped

you cope by whatever means you find necessary. atleast your free

imo the best cope is the upcoming technological singularity. id suggest you try ai chatbots, they are insane

try it out for free. its insane how smart they are. idk how long you were in, but technology is rapidly adapting. the ai might be of a better use on how to adapt. i know when i was homeless i was talking to ai everyday for advice and whatnot
aistudio.google.com/

>>82254598 (OP)
Get STD tested, if nothing shows, have a little celebration.

come on man, learn to take a joke just like you took that dick

>>82254628
It's you again. I thought you roped already.

>>82254662
me? suicide?
while i do fantasize about it often, i cannot. i am compelled to live, regardless of all the pain i endure. i must witness the upcoming birth of strong artificial intelligence

its been my main lifeline and hope for staying alive for a long time now. since atleast 2017 i think. i would endure until the grey ends of my pathetic life to see it.

>>82254598 (OP)
hey op I also got sent to jail

it was for murder (he raped my daughter) and I was in for 4 years

>>82254598 (OP)
>I was raped in prison three times
kek. how long were you in for?

>>82254945
About 2 hours, why?

>>82256073
holy fuck they were speedrunning

op here I wasnt raped because i actually liked it

>>82254598 (OP)
seek therapy

there's no quick fix

you have to mourn this shit for as long as it takes

and bottling it up is just one dumb way to make the pain last longer than it has to

you need to address the hurt and go through the motions