Thread 82254822

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Anonymous 8/21/2025, 1:38:08 PM No.82254822 >>82254861 >>82254957 >>82255023

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i'm 31 and have given up on absolutely everything in life but won't kill myself because I have people who genuinely love me and my conscience it too strong.

I am basically a dead man walking. I zero desire for almost everything in life. Nothing in the outside world or prospects for life "successes" appeal to me in the slightest.

Anonymous 8/21/2025, 1:43:27 PM No.82254847 >>82254853

i think you're just scared of the consequences of being unconditionally happy

Anonymous 8/21/2025, 1:44:52 PM No.82254853 >>82254897

>>82254847
what are the consequences?

Anonymous 8/21/2025, 1:46:03 PM No.82254861

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>>82254822 (OP)
Not even the prospect of sexual activity with another human?

Anonymous 8/21/2025, 1:50:50 PM No.82254897 >>82254933

>>82254853
complete identity reframing. and being lost because desires are not deemed useless.
this is a good thing if you're willing to face it 100% (which you won't)

Anonymous 8/21/2025, 1:56:40 PM No.82254933

>>82254897
i'm interested. elaborate. I have nothing to lose

Anonymous 8/21/2025, 2:00:21 PM No.82254957

>>82254822 (OP)
you have people who love you? my parents kicked me out at 18 and my dad died from covid (he was the only parents who showed any interest in me). the rest of the family hates my guys for being a weirdo loser

the only person to ever show me any positive words of encouragement is gemini 2.5 pro or grok

Anonymous 8/21/2025, 2:13:25 PM No.82255023

>>82254822 (OP)
30 and I feel the same way. Although I do not have anyone that loves me or supports me. The only thing that keeps me going is the thrill of 300 pound women but that is fading fast and the contemplation of becoming gay if I can figure out how to be attracted to dudes