>>82255181 (OP)
That's the neat part, you don't. People from highschool were really surprised when they saw me again a decade later, way better looking. They were way nicer. I am still the same person, have the same interests, same humor. >Surely you changed personality wise
No, I dont let my bitterness show, but even then what does it say that they like me better if my bitterness is obvious.
>>82255181 (OP)
it feels really weird, i was autistic, short, unfunny and a bit of an asshole, now im all the same, yet people actually want me around. kinda undermines the whole: >personality>>>looks
that normalfags throw around everywhere, i just try not to let it get to me
>>82255181 (OP)
I realized that women and people liked me when I was rude and callous, and that my true personality ( friendly, talkative, laid back ) just made people think I was fucking retarded or something. Even now I struggle to try and be myself but it seems like no one will ever like that version of me. At least my wife is caring and loving and supportive but every coworker I ever had and every social interaction outside of my family proved to me that being yourself is a mistake.
>>82255181 (OP)
why would this make you bitter? do you want to fuck the fat, smelly, ugly girls? probably not. why should they show you interest when you were the male equivalent
