Thread 82260852

im waiting for the guy i like to ghost me. i met him from this board, and i hate this board. when he does, ill never talk to people again, online or irl. they only bring pain and suffering, they are manipulative and evil. i never want to feel love again. love is evil

>>82260852 (OP)
Dumb, dumb, smart, dumb, wrong, wrong, right, liar, wrong.
(>^_^)><(^_^<)
Love you

>>82260852 (OP)
Why would you get so emotional over someone you met here

>>82260852 (OP)
Ghost this, ghost that. What are we, children?
I'll at least tell you you're boring before not messaging you ever again.

>>82260852 (OP)
lucky guy i never got to have anything remotely like that because i've always been a freak

>>82260924
rude, calling my words dumb :(

>>82260961
im very emotional and i love him? idk

>>82260965
most of the people here including myself may as well be mentally children

>>82261012
youll find someone for you eventually

>>82261027
I can't say you're wrong. So does that mean you are into ageplay or something?

>>82261075
ew no, kinks and fetishes are disgusting and degenerate, im saying r9k users including me are mentally stunted

>>82261027
>youll find someone for you eventually
doubt i'm fucked forever my choices are to sedoku or live in misery don't know which one is better. cheers to your e-lationship

>>82261092
You poor child, you were not raised well. Hasn't anyone ever told you to not yuck another person's yum?

>>82261027
>rude, calling my words dumb :(
I didn't call all of them dumb, just the ones which are unwise

>>82261101
give it more of a chance anon, dont give up yet. if you do, living a life of solitude isnt bad, you can live for yourself and do whatever you want

btw its not an e-relationship, i have a retarded crush on someone, it wont lead anywhere

>>82260852 (OP)
Good. I hope he does and I hope you never post here ever again. Good riddance.

ghosting is painful, why would you want that?

>>82261144
if its disgusting im gonna call it such

>>82261161
i will always be here, i cant leave

>>82261174
love is more painful, a temporary pain is better than long, drawn out heartache

>>82260852 (OP)
I never will, i will always be there for you as you are for me. I have or will like anyone the way i like you. Im sorry you think this way but i'll prove myself to you until we're cuddling in the retirement home in the new chinese regime. I know you wont believe me, but i will ask you to trust me

>>82261240
whoever has you is lucky, thats very sweet anon

how you doing, love-is-evil?

>>82260852 (OP)
Why does this kind of shit thread always get a ton of yous.

>>82260852 (OP)
Why did you meet someone from this board if you hate it?

>>82261394
i feel like shit as usual but i have temporary happiness because 1. i get a package today 2. i have mcdonalds breakfast waiting for me afrer getting out of the doctors office

>>82261397
it has 19 replies, its not that active

>>82261399
i dont have an answer

>>82261426
>i have mcdonalds breakfast waiting for me afrer getting out of the doctors office
ew mcdonald

>>82261027
>most of the people here including myself may as well be mentally children
Who the fuck is we? Don't drag us all down with your sorry ass you fucking whorey attention seeking bitch

>>82261524
mcdonalds is gross but their breakfast food is so good sometimes

>>82261533
keyword: most

>>82261606
What's your bodycount bitch?

>>82260852 (OP)
so you're gonna fuck youself over because of one guy?
and worst of all, some guy who you talk to online? that's fucking pathetic, anon
do value yourself some more, don't chain yourself down to other people like that

and besides, that's not love you feel, it's infatuation, attraction, passion, anything but love
love is nothing like that

>>82261617
0. im a khhv, and itll stay that way, because lust and love are evil emotions and i wont allow myself to feel them ever again

>>82261632
maybe im incapable of proper love then, which is fine by me, i dont give a fuck because ill look like some crazy retard and men will stay away from me

im not fucking myself over from one guy, i distrust people and never want to get close to people again. its not worth the pain

>>82261667
if lust and love are evil then what do you think of chastity and hate?

>>82261706
based one liner lmfao

>>82261706
any emotions are evil but chastity isnt wrong, saving yourself and not falling for lust is a good thing. unless you mean chastity cages, cause ew

very creative line anon, ill give you that

youre either lying or youre fucking retarded why would you talk to anyone from r9k outside of r9k

>>82261758
i usually dont, this was the first time ive ever added anyone from r9k

It makes me sick how these blatant tranny threads somehow gain traction on this pathetic shithole board. Don't you fucking flipper babies have even an atom of self awareness, a shred of dignity, a fucking iota of humanity in you? Imagine simping for a greasy bitch boy with ratty hair hiding behind a cartoon chink picture. Jesus Christ.

>>82262397
Who else is going to love me

>>82262530
you need to learn self love

>>82262397
tbf idk what this guy looks like, that probably makes it worse

>>82260852 (OP)
>tfw no bpd fembat gf who ghosts me every week but always comes back

>>82262669
why would you ever want that?

>>82262703
I enjoy being alone but I sometimes wish I had someone to talk to. If someone ghosted me every week then I'd be alone a lot.

>>82260852 (OP)
this was me but he never ghosted me and i was miserable AND i still go on this board. it never gets better

>>82262724
you could just have low maintenance online friends who you only talk to once a month or smth instead of a crazy woman

i have 3 of those

>>82262766
But I like crazy women and I want to flirt with one a few times a month

>>82262763
if he never ghosted you, are you together?

thisll probably be me even if he doesnt ghost me too

>>82262786
no i left like last week after 3 years but he was also the first guy i added on r9k lole

>>82262599
I can't just be alone for the rest of my life. It feels way better having someone who I can look forward to talking to.

>>82262810
what made you leave, if thats ok to ask?

>>82262830
why does that person need to be someone you simp for tho, just get some friends or someone who'll actually reciprocate, idk

>>82262885
>what made you leave, if thats ok to ask?
i realized i wanted to do more with my life now that im going to uni and that was impossible with him in my life. and also meeting was too much commitment for me that was my breaking point.

im kind of like you, love-is-evil. i lash out against everyone n stuff then become indifferent. anyways gn

>>82260852 (OP)
I got ghosted by a girl I met off duo a few months back, got about 3 months of investment into that one. There was plenty of flirting and plans to date on meeting, and she lived close. Got over it pretty quickly though. Is this your first crush?

>>82260852 (OP)
Felt the same about my first and only e-relationship. Except they were nice and patient, yet it was incredibility unfulfilling. I hoped they ghosted so that I could finally accept I had no chance. But they didn't and eventually I had to break up with her. Nearly 3 months later and I'm still dreaming about her. I hate her so much.

>>82263133
>>82263184
thats brutal
i've more or less become peaceful alone but i would like a normal real woman to spend time with

"inceldom" is no longer fringe, everybody is experiencing a cosmic loneliness.

>>82262916
>guy from this board
>"he must be a chad"

>>82262997
thats a completely fair reason to break up with him, ldrs and online relationships require so much effort and are often unrealistic. i hope you find what youre looking for in uni

>>82263121
goodnight, anon

>>82263133
the 4chan dating app? arent you worried about the amount of catfishes on that app?

its not my first, but itll definitely be the last. ive never liked anyone as much as i love this guy. i feel so incredibly pathetic

>>82263184
its not her fault anon, you shouldnt blame her. she liked you and was patient, but online stuff isnt for everyone

for me its enough because i dont have to be physical, the physical parts of a relationship are deathly terrifying to me. idk if im capable of a real relationship

hopefully you get what you want and stop being so hateful

>>82263232
that's sweet, lucky guy.

>>82263232
>aren't you worried about the number of catfishes
They're all really obvious from what I saw, abundance of text and other dead giveaways usually. I'd also verify with cams and pictures later. That was the only one that I enjoyed talking with enough to add her on other shit though. Iktf with thinking it'll be the last, for most people that changes after some time. I'm at a point where I'm older than most of the people I'm around, especially on this site, so iktf with thinking "itll be the last". Though I felt that a lot in my teens and 20s so you'll probably give it another shot once you've recovered. Kinda feels more final the older you get. Good luck with whatever you end up doing, this kinda shit sucks.

>>82263232
I think it's the physical parts that I'm craving, but for some reason I connect better via text. I don't blame her, but I'll never truly know how she actually felt about me. Was I one of 10 people she kept in contact or was I actually special to her?

>>82263663
thanks anon, good luck to you as well

idk, i think thisll genuinely be my last, i was pretty ok mentally until i fell in love. it felt good at first, but after a while it just hurts, i hate it. i cbf doing this again, its months or even years of pain and for what? theres no point

>>82263733
you just need to find someone near you instead, if you connect better via text

if she was patient and didnt ghost you, you were likely pretty special to her

>>82263861
>likely pretty special to her
And it hurts me that I threw it all away. She even hinted at wanting to be back together, but I couldn't do that to her. I can't let her deal with my misery again. And once she finds someone new, she'll realise what a mistake of a man I am

Blackbilling. Even if you meet someone here and maybe you think they like you, they'd just be wishing you ghosted them, calling you evil and manipulative behind your back.

>>82263940
love itself is evil and makes you easy to manipulate, im not calling him evil or manipulative. tho i do wish he'd just ghost me. im too mentally ill for this shit

>>82263933
its probably for the best cause itd bring nothing but pain to both of you

>>82262885
Oh I was referring to my own r9k tranny gf, who also doesn't really post on this board. Though I simp, I recieve plenty of affection.