Just found out I could have gotten a sister
>be me
>feel like something is missing for most of my existence, can't find out why
>feels like I should have been with someone, but I don't know who. It had always plagued my mind, how groups I was a part of should have had one more person
>do a little investigation recently into my mom's files for curiosity's sake (we have a paper archive)
>find out she had an abortion when I was around 10 years old from my step-father, probably because she didn't want to raise his child. It was early in the pregnancy which is why no one noticed.
>She would have been a girl
You know, maybe this is why I've been fucked up all these years. I should have had an imouto. Maybe that's why I grew up to be the way I am, my spirit was trying to cope out of not having my sister.
I think I'm just gonna kill myself now, no point living such a cruel world.
>feel like something is missing for most of my existence, can't find out why
>feels like I should have been with someone, but I don't know who. It had always plagued my mind, how groups I was a part of should have had one more person
>do a little investigation recently into my mom's files for curiosity's sake (we have a paper archive)
>find out she had an abortion when I was around 10 years old from my step-father, probably because she didn't want to raise his child. It was early in the pregnancy which is why no one noticed.
>She would have been a girl
You know, maybe this is why I've been fucked up all these years. I should have had an imouto. Maybe that's why I grew up to be the way I am, my spirit was trying to cope out of not having my sister.
I think I'm just gonna kill myself now, no point living such a cruel world.