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Anonymous No.82264304 >>82264313 >>82264324 >>82264337 >>82264338 >>82264345 >>82264346 >>82264355 >>82264519 >>82264527 >>82264547 >>82264571 >>82264783 >>82265026 >>82265137 >>82265293 >>82265890 >>82265922 >>82265930 >>82265946 >>82265948 >>82265995 >>82266790 >>82266814 >>82266853 >>82266973
I have terminal cancer
I'm 23 years old.
Doctor gave me 6 months at most.
Apparently some people don't get to grow old.
I have wasted my life.
What should I do?
Anonymous No.82264313 >>82264338
>>82264304 (OP)
That fucking sucks if it's true. The universe is an unfair place. There is no grand design or ultimate meaning. It's not fair that some people grow old while some randomly develop deadly cancer. Existence is fucked up.
Anonymous No.82264322
you got some money to blow?
Anonymous No.82264324
>>82264304 (OP)
I am sorry to hear that. If it makes you feel any better, you are really not missing out on anything, especially if you post here. Bottom 80% males are in a weird semi hell. I am 30 and completely done with life and have been for at least 5 years. I wish you the best
Anonymous No.82264337
>>82264304 (OP)
If you feel like you've wasted your life up until this point, try and make the most of the time you have left.
tru No.82264338
>>82264304 (OP)
OP, does this >>82264313 bring you any comfort/peace at all?
has anything anyone has said to you since the diagnosis done that?
Anonymous No.82264345
>>82264304 (OP)
that's awful anon, i wish you the best for these last 6 months. if you got money saved up i suggest you use it to travel somewhere you always wanted to visit and see pretty things
Anonymous No.82264346
>>82264304 (OP)
Sad if true. If I were you I would open up a personal loan and travel the world till you drop. Do whatever you gotta do to get the money.
Anonymous No.82264351
I wish you a horrible and painful death.
Anonymous No.82264355
>>82264304 (OP)
Good luck bro, see you on the other side, keep the beers cold
Anonymous No.82264519
>>82264304 (OP)
>What shouId l do?
Anonymous No.82264527
>>82264304 (OP)
spend as you please anon, good luck
Anonymous No.82264545
what cancer?
also, i find it weird that people feel sympathy to cancer havers but mock men who get raped?

arent you guys just thirsty to kick the weak down, regardless of circumstance?
Anonymous No.82264547 >>82264559 >>82265995
>>82264304 (OP)
femanon here op

I'm 19 and I have 8 months left to live, 4 have passed since I was diagnosed, just think about what you want to do with your last days, you need to prepare yourself for the worst
Anonymous No.82264559 >>82264566
>>82264547
find chad and fall in love with him
its the only meaning you'll ever have
no need to waste time with any of these subpar incels
Anonymous No.82264566 >>82265995 >>82266178
>>82264559
I already have a boyfriend and made peace with him, he's going to stay with me until I pass and I don't want him to get hung up on me

and the only meaning I'll ever have? I already know I'm not going to be able to make much impact with my remaining life
Anonymous No.82264571
>>82264304 (OP)
if this is true then i wish you the best. sorry to hear that man. hugs for you.
Anonymous No.82264783
>>82264304 (OP)
Sry man.
Do everything you always wanted to do.
Anonymous No.82265026
>>82264304 (OP)
Imagine all the suffering you will be spared.

>What should I do?
Wait for your last day in this hell, like everyone else.
Anonymous No.82265029
take off all your clothes, leave your house
and just go
Anonymous No.82265071
I don't know what to tell you. Life is just a shit heap. You should probably seek assisted dying, my grandmother died of cancer and the last few months aren't exactly worth living through.
Anonymous No.82265137
>>82264304 (OP)
Ur lucky as shit
I would love to have terminal cancer
Life isnt worth living
Anonymous No.82265293
>>82264304 (OP)
I've been doing the same shit since that age. The only difference is I've stuck my dick in a couple of holes that turned out to not give a fuck about me at all
Anonymous No.82265890
>>82264304 (OP)
Jesus Christ loves you still brother
Anonymous No.82265922
>>82264304 (OP)
You should do the best you can, and live the best you can until whatever happens, happens, God be with you Anon,
Anonymous No.82265930
>>82264304 (OP)
You should still fight it, doctors told my parents i wouldnt live past 4 months old and yet here i am. Doctors are wrong often enough to have hope.

Get a 2nd opinion and review your options
Anonymous No.82265944
contact all the people you knew and tell them about the good times and forgive them for the bad, ask if any want to go on a road trip with you, if none want to, who cares, it just proves that /r9k/ was right and most n*rmies are shit sovlless 'people' and it's not your fault

gather up all the money you have and visit various places and clubs and have fun, maybe make YT videos about your last days on earth or something, it might go viral and you'll leave your mark on the world

probably take some of the lighter drugs like cannabis and peyote, obviously not fentanyl or meth or whatever, the drugs that give you visions and are not really addictive, you can probably get cannabis prescribed by a doctor

as things start to get painful I don't know what to suggest, some people seek assisted dying as other suggest, others believe it is a sin and suicide is a bad thing, I don't have the answer to such a big question and if there's a god I pray he forgives you because of the massive burden you have been given
Anonymous No.82265946
>>82264304 (OP)
I think living is pretty strange, death sounds OK actually

8 months is plenty of time, I'd probably spend my time organizing some sort of freakshow ritual suicide in front of an audience. Sky king or Mishima style, yknow what I'm saying? Since you have nothing to lose you could also think about making some political "impact"
Anonymous No.82265948
>>82264304 (OP)
What kind of cancer? Terminal stage is not a death sentence, at least 20% of all people diagnosed with stage 4 cancer survive 5 times their projected remaining lifespan.
Anonymous No.82265959
check the pic related
Anonymous No.82265995
>>82264566
>I already have a boyfriend and made peace with him
>Anon, I'm going to die soon. So, I'm going to cheat on you with multiple Chads, hope you make peace with that reality But you better stay with me until I die and treat me like a princess.

Anyway, if it's true I hope both you >>82264547 (most likely a liar and a troon) and OP >>82264304 (OP) (likely a liar and obviously a fag) manage to keel over with as little suffering as possible and as happy as you can.

It could be worse, you could be stuck in this world being miserable for another 70 years.
Anonymous No.82266178
>>82264566
Brootal. Women even get to have better deaths. OP will most likely die alone and unloved without an ounce of comfort.
Anonymous No.82266251 >>82266811
kek hope you die fast
esp if you were bigoted and edgy and racist at some point in your life
Anonymous No.82266790
>>82264304 (OP)
lmaoooooo get rekt
Anonymous No.82266811
>>82266251
>esp if you were bigoted and edgy and racist at some point in your life
>said directly after wishing for someones life to promptly end
you cant make up this level of irony. what a sad excuse of a human being you are.
ruby !!Tb1gAo1xgNE No.82266814
>>82264304 (OP)
you should fight it and not give up cause u could live longer than that
everyone has terminal lives and terminal youthes about ten years so your youth is terminal about ten percent of that due to some faggot doctor????? you could ahve fifty percent of that at least if that makes sense especially with modern medicine and ai fuck u bitch
Anonymous No.82266853
>>82264304 (OP)
How much money do you have? Go on your dream vacation.
Anonymous No.82266866
My uncle had stage III esophageal cancer, doctors gave him like a 5% chance of surviving more than a year

but that was like 6-7 years ago, he did the chemo and surgery and stuff and now it's in remission. so you might beat it
Anonymous No.82266973
>>82264304 (OP)
soon to be freed from this mortal coil
Anonymous No.82267036
Go apeshit and do things you'd enjoy and be shameless about it. Enjoy yourself with what YOU want