Thread 82265381

Because I was bad my life is messed up. It was all my fault, not my mom, not jews blacks or nazis, just me and my evil and stupidity. I am just insanely pathetic. I can kind of remember when I ruined my life kind of too being bad as a kid/teen but I spent so long forgetting only to be reminded later on at least my suffering is not meaningless it is well deserved.

Stop deflecting. I know I'm a horrible piece of shit person but the Israeli government is fucking horrifying and so are Zionists. Fucking sickening religious zealots, freaks. Fucking disgusting. I will not compromise on Zionist Jews being the reason behind the majority of the worlds ills.

>>82265381 (OP)
wanna trade stories? the first car i ever drove was stolen. a girl taught me how to steal it. she's dead now. i'm very normal about all that, surely.

>>82265394
cute image, yes religious people are scary and insane if you're not used to it but they're also just really moral.

No I am just really evil and stupid, it is not the current Zionist state of Israel, and Iranians are converting to Christianity. You may have to answer to Yahweh on that. My guilt fuels Zionism and is religious as well.

>>82265405
black criminal culture is a plague, I am paranoid about giving info sorry, yes that's sad you were stealing cars with a girl that is dead now very weird and evil experience.

that's like gta irl

>>82265466
well what were you doing that was so bad that it ruined your life? are you a .pdf? an epstein enjoyer? what's your crime OP?

>>82265381 (OP)
Cool? You are the minority here. Most people here are suffering from no fault of their own or autism. Get a therapist bub

>>82265579
Tell that to all the bpd and avoidant whores who suffer because they cut off people who make them happy, and then blog post about how lonely they are.

>>82265599
There are no BPD or avoidant whores here. They are out in the wild ruining people. That is a distinctly different breed than lonely forum users

>>82265611
There are always one or more threads active with a blog post from one, or threads loaded with them though.

>>82265649
Nah you are naive. Those are larpers or transsexuals. Transsexuals are cool too just pointing out this illusion you have of BPD girls being here is a complete psyop that you are getting sucked into. Real BPD girls have 9 simps and 1 or more chads they are working at any time. If you become friends with one you can learn about it but they hide it pretty well

>>82265663
Transsexuals often have personality disorders like bpd though. I would immediately assume those types posting are homosexual men or transsexuals with avpd or bpd.

>>82265381 (OP)
It is unironically the jews fault you retard and if you believe its your own fault then maybe you actually deserve nothing faggot.

>>82265539
I was bad
>>82265579
I am getting a therapist now and taking meds and returning to religion.
>>82265663
also porn messed me up and I'm coming out of a degen phase but I have deleted my pron stash and many 4chan folders trying to quit here and I've been coming here a long time but it's not that bad but is bad too and would be hard to justify the sex here.

It is actually an epic star wars like struggle against evil called life.

>>82265892
GET OUT OF THE JEWISH CAGE

>>82265909
I was being an antisemite too but I am a jew now.

>>82265892
you're so vague and cringe at least elaborate a little bro it's the internet. nobody is gonna get you.

>>82265927
I am very ashamed.

>>82265381 (OP)
Fault and responsibility are distinct. It is my parents fault they birthed a child when they required the state to care for them, that they neglected and abused me, that they failed to provide for me any meaningful role modelling.
It is my responsibility to become better than them, to attain inner peace, and to be a good person.

>>82265947
share the shame dafuq? this is boring and bait at this point.

>>82266231
it's like naruto it's a dark reality where everything must be hidden, sin does this it creates the ego and layers of consciousness for protection. It's not like I killed anyone but i was very bad and that's why I suffer. It's like stupid simple too.