Thread 82271703

How do you guys cope with being the friendless kid who sat alone in high school? I know high school must have been rough for most robots.

I think i was like that because of severe social OCD which is probably just autism.

i was sort of that. the number of my friends was extremely small and my first 2 years of high school i sat alone because none of my friends shared my lunch section
also what is social ocd

>>82271703 (OP)
lucky personality disorder: schizoid, prefer being left alone

I kinda just coasted through. I wasn't bullied /that/ badly and mostly I was ignored. Did my work, made Bs and Cs, never participated beyond the bare minimum and went home and played video games.

>>82271718
I used to get obsessive compulsions to not make awkward eye contact or look at people in my peripheral vision. I guess it is a form of OCD or something. I thought it could be autism because eye contact is really hard. Luckily it seemed to get better as I got older but I feel traumatized from high school.

>>82271703 (OP)
my so called friends and i all shared the same lunch period but there weren't enough seats at the lunch table. instead of just combining two tables they told me to figure it out and made me sit alone.
eventually i just got up and left the cafeteria and would sit in this corner of the school and eat alone for the next 4 years.
meanwhile when it came to group projects they always made room for me and said to my face that they only care because ill do all the work and get them a free A.

my autistic ass didnt realize how much i was being used until years later after i graduated.
i was never invited to things on the weekends, i was never invited to birthday parties, i was just the person they used for better grades.

>>82271703 (OP)
>How do you guys cope with being the friendless kid who sat alone in high school?
I cried to the school counselor and left after 1 semester of high school to do online courses instead because I already had enough of that in middle school and could tell it would never change. I think I spared myself a lot more pain.

>>82271703 (OP)
I kinda just dealt with it, I often stayed in the library. Never talked to a counselor or anything because I knew they would immediately tell my parents, so I just kinda went through it without talking to anyone.

>>82271832
I got spared because of covid.

>>82271703 (OP)
towards the end of highschool i got friends, then i dropped out because of my fucking father messing with my life

>>82271703 (OP)
happy I'm not addicted to drugs or alcohol.

>>82271703 (OP)
I just cope till schools over

>>82271703 (OP)
I didn't want to be friends with the niggerfied normies i unfortunately had as classmates so I was totally fine with it

>>82271832
Damn I wish I could have done online school instead. Never got the balls to ask my parents. They probably would have forced me to keep going to prison

>>82272052

>that gigachad gif

my greatest lunch was when i said fvck it & sat alone & listened to monk chants & skipped the bus & walked in the blizzard

on some watamote shit

>>82271703 (OP)
i got used to being alone really fast, started to prefer it but i geniunely have no idea how to makes friends now

I ended up becoming my own boss when I was in my late twenties.

As a rough recap, I ended up buying a house before my first kiss and opening a business before having sex. I still am a virgin, I just make way more money and employ people now

>>82272393
if you have money you can build a harem dude

>>82272418
I dont want a harem I just want a woman who loves me.