Thread 82277849

I feel like an inferior man.
My mother used drugs, smoked, and drank alcohol while I was still in her womb.

I am only 5ft7, with a very small bone structure. Some girls even have bigger heads than me. My appearance leans toward the feminine side.

My behavior does too. I have only had two relationships, and both women told me I was too passive, that I do not take the lead, and that I am overly clingy.

I am afraid to lead because I do not know how. I cannot convincingly act masculine or dominant, since other men would see through it and probably humiliate me for pretending to be tough.

I have never had a friend in my entire life.

I do have an IQ of 140, verified by Mensa, but I lack any motivation to achieve something, knowing I will never be loved by a woman for who I truly am.I feel like an inferior man.
My mother used drugs, smoked, and drank alcohol while I was still in her womb.

I am only 5'7, with a very small bone structure. Some girls even have bigger heads than me. My appearance leans toward the feminine side.

My behavior does too. I have only had two relationships, and both women told me I was too passive, that I do not take the lead, and that I am overly clingy.

I am afraid to lead because I do not know how. I cannot convincingly act masculine or dominant, since other men would see through it and probably humiliate me for pretending to be tough.

I have never had a friend in my entire life.

I do have an IQ of 140, verified by Mensa, but I lack any motivation to achieve something, knowing I will never be loved by a woman for who I truly am.

im not reading all that but its okay bro just get into femdom and learn to get off on girls bullying you like a sick lil freak, its awesome

>>82277849 (OP)
>140 iq
Consider yourself lucky that you don't have brain damage. You're not inferior at all; you are pushed down by others, so much so that you have internalized the nonsense they have saddled you with. Really exceptional leaders are born and not made, so there is no sense in lamenting a trait you have very little control over. You can still be a leader so long as you don't crumble in a crisis and have some basic organizational skills, that makes you a better leader than most people. Regarding the dominance angle (and the rest of your post) the only thing I can think of for you to do is to join the military. DO NOT DO THAT; the modern armies of the west (assuming that's where your from) don't deserve a damn thing from you or anyone else. What you need to do is develop physically, learn how to box or another combat sport that will activate that instinct to fight. Hell, competitive shooting will work as well. And use your big brain to become a lawyer or mathematician. If you are that intelligent you might just be bored.