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Anonymous No.82282886 >>82282915 >>82282933 >>82282975 >>82283196 >>82283260 >>82283279 >>82283387 >>82283394
at my lowest point lately
>be me
>20, 6 foot, fit, white
>never kissed a girl
>never fallen in love with anyone
>I don't know how to talk to people and I go through my day to day life speaking to nobody except for my brother
>all I do is go to class, or go to work, do my tasks then go to the gym, then home and write or play games, every day is the same
>nothing fills the void, not projects, or the few friends that I have made over the years
>I just wish I could sleep all the time
Legitimately should I just kill myself? I don't think I can stand doing this for another 60-80 years and nothing in my life fills the void. I don't think anyone would love me, even if I had the social skills to meet people. Everyone my age has already been in like 5 relationships and wouldn't want to date a khv with no experience. I can't even make friends in college since all anyone there wants to do is drink and smoke pot and I don't do either of those things. I don't want to live like this.
Can any robots relate?
Anonymous No.82282915 >>82282938
>>82282886 (OP)
yeah 6 foot isn't much anymore. I want to sleep all the time too though. Good on you for being white - I am sure you can find someone who will you for that at least.
Anonymous No.82282933
>>82282886 (OP)
its always weird seeing posts i would have made at 20 being posted by people many years later.

idk man life sucks
Anonymous No.82282938 >>82282973
>>82282915
I was talking to a chubby SEA girl I met on /soc/ for awhile but she ghosted me to. I think I'm so bad at talking to people that it doesn't matter. Sleeping is the best, it's the only time I'm free.
Anonymous No.82282973 >>82283052
>>82282938
Same bro. Only place we can be the chad we should've been.
Anonymous No.82282975
>>82282886 (OP)
>Can any robots relate?

Nope, I am a Black Bull and I have sex 10 times every weekend. I even made some white and asian girls swear to me to never fuck white dick again and become BBC only, lol.
Anonymous No.82283052 >>82283090
>>82282973
yea but they just want money or US citizenship or something. I don't think if I went to SEA that anyone who might be there would actually care about me, just want something I can give them.
Anonymous No.82283090 >>82283094
>>82283052
I meant your dreams, not SEA. All women are the same bitches everywhere.
Anonymous No.82283094
>>82283090
yea dreaming is really the only highlight of my life. I keep a dream journal and its so much better and more interesting than irl
Anonymous No.82283196 >>82283223
>>82282886 (OP)
If you had a girlfriend that you could fuck in her pussy mouth and asshole a few times a day, your worldview would be completely flipped on its head and you would think you were living your best life
Anonymous No.82283223
>>82283196
I don't think that's true, that's just hedonism. I can jerk off all day if I want to and it doesn't make me feel any better. I don't think the things that would make life meaningful are things that I could ever find. Also, I don't have any social skills so I would never have a gf.
Anonymous No.82283260 >>82283308
>>82282886 (OP)
can we talk on discord. adler is my fav signalis character and id love to talk with u everyday
Anonymous No.82283279 >>82283308
>>82282886 (OP)
>6 foot, fit, white
It's pretty sad that you're failing on ez mode
Anonymous No.82283308 >>82283330
>>82283260
sure post your disc I will add u. Signalis is my favorite game I still cant stop thinking about it almost 3 years after I played it for the first time
>>82283279
yea idk. ig im just retarded
Anonymous No.82283322 >>82283380
I'm 30, same stats as you, also a gymcel. It's probably not what you want to hear but you get used to being alone. I fill my life with hobbies.
Anonymous No.82283330 >>82283371
>>82283308
my discord is likealesson
Anonymous No.82283346 >>82283380
like you and 23. yeah, it's about filling the void with random hobbies and drinking
Anonymous No.82283371
>>82283330
I added u I have the dino pfp
Anonymous No.82283380 >>82283410
>>82283346
>>82283322
thats so depressing tho. and I don't really like drinking. at that point why live
Anonymous No.82283387
>>82282886 (OP)
Just last until you're post college for a few years and reconsider, life changes a lot and frequently in your 20s.
Anonymous No.82283394 >>82283437
>>82282886 (OP)
>I don't talk to people
>but I magically know what they all want
>I've also made up my mind that no one will ever like me
>I hate the way my life is
>But I also will not make any attempt to change anything
>Instead
>I'll blame the made up reasons that I use as copium

Typical incel. How is it that all incels are literal carbon copies of each other? How do they say the same words, same phases, say the same thing about the people around them, society, etc?
You are the epitome of an NPC.
Anonymous No.82283410
>>82283380
>like drinking. at that point why live
it helps if you have a plan. Where you want to be 10 years from now. Creating your own hope. At least I have that to look forward to, and see myself get there slowly. A lot of days are painful grinds of just waking up and having a shitty day.
Anonymous No.82283411 >>82283447 >>82283450
guys the thread is over, someone posted their discord already
Anonymous No.82283437
>>82283394
Some things cannot be changed. Even with effort, a black male will always be low status to women for example.
Anonymous No.82283447 >>82283492
>>82283411
kinda crazy how all you need to get fembots interested in you on this shithole is to say you're white, tall and like some niche quirky indie game, we'll be seeing op cry about how he got ghosted in a couple of weeks
Anonymous No.82283450
>>82283411
they never added me back :(
Anonymous No.82283492 >>82283509
>>82283447
>ou're white, tall and like some niche quirky indie game
no, you don't. stop the larp. they'll ghost you after they find out you are ugly tho
Anonymous No.82283509 >>82283548
>>82283492
that's literally all it takes retard take this thread as an example, i've seen this shit over and over again for years
Anonymous No.82283548 >>82283570
>>82283509
>i've seen this shit over and over again for years
you can get femanons to add you without stating your race.
Anonymous No.82283553
>never fallen in love with anyone

Bro doesn't realize how lucky he is
Anonymous No.82283570 >>82283598
>>82283548
eventually, they'll ask then they will drop you if they find out your a low status race. Either through ghosting or decreased interest.
Anonymous No.82283598 >>82283621
>>82283570
>Either through ghosting or decreased interest.
lol all the femanons unadded you when they found out you are non-white? what type of non-white are you?
Anonymous No.82283621 >>82283631 >>82283640
>>82283598
Nah not all of them. But I've met 1 or 2 racist ones who make me uneasy.
Anonymous No.82283631 >>82283643
>>82283621
>racist ones who make me uneasy
how do they make you uneasy wtf kek. just leave. also, what are you? indian?
Anonymous No.82283640
>>82283621
those "racists" femanons are always so cringe, it's incredibly obvious they're only racist because they're trying to fit with 4chan culture, some have even admited to this, their hivemind brain is simply too strong, they remind me of the underage retards that come here and try too hard to fit in.
Anonymous No.82283643 >>82283865
>>82283631
might as well be. women see my race as just as garbage generally.
Anonymous No.82283865 >>82283902
>>82283643
>see my race as just as garbage generally.
what is the race? just say it holy kek. no one knows who you are
Anonymous No.82283902
>>82283865
bla
Is all I can say