>>82284464
sadness is a plague that haunts everyone no matter what , it always comes back like the common cold , some have it worse.
We get stuck in bed forever , we feel sick , physically even .
Death feels like a dream I can actually hope to achieve in this world where I feel like my dreams are slowly leaving my grip .
I want to be a happy person , to make the people around me happy and feel loved but no matter how much it feels nice to love others .
that feeling will still gnaw at me , positivity is a good thing but it feels sad , sad to know that I've become more jaded and depressed but maybe this time I will make it out and keep going forward like I've always had .
I hope others can live their life to the fullest before they have to leave this world behind .
I have hope for you and others but I somehow cannot find hope for myself.
we don't always have the right words , don't worry !! i am glad someone could hear me out and be well anonymous hehe