Thread 82283173

How the fuck do normalfags actually enjoy the way they live their lives? Going to college, working some mindnumbing job, getting married, having obnoxious little shits running around and ruining your peace. The TV always on in the background. Never going a moment with silence, reflection, sitting with your own thoughts.

I have become completely miserable because I pushed myself to achieve a more normal life. I thought that I was missing out. I got a job, got laid, got married and had kids. And it sucks so fucking much. I feel like my identity has been stripped away. I used to be someone that I liked, and have time to enjoy things I liked. Now I just feel like a slave to society, unable to run away and unable to get myself back. I'm losing myself in a life where the old me means nothing. And I hate it so much. I miss quiet lonely mornings with coffee on a hilltop. I miss hours of music and anime. I miss spending my time discovering new hobbies and places to find serenity. I knew I was happy as a lonely man but everyone told me I must be wrong, and I stupidly listened.

This life, this normalfag fucking shithole is horrible. I was a NEET for almost a decade and I gave it all up to become a shadow and a parody of the stupid fucks that I used to hate. And my life is ruined. And I only hate them more than ever now.

Yes lad you are the only one capable of experience sadness
grow up

>>82283240
Why bother to respond to my post if you're not going to read it?

>>82283173 (OP)
You could find more satisfaction in life if you acknowledged the snorpu! If you don't know snorpu, look here >>82276967

i found it so much harder to connect with people in a meaningful way when I was NEET. when you are an employee or husband or father you kinda have a built in support group of all the other dudes doing the same thing.

>>82283259
I wish that were the case. I never felt more alone than I do as a father.

Regardless the overuse of constant noise and distraction is overwhelming and I hate always being busy. I used to dream of working maybe 30hrs a week max and getting chores whittled down to an efficient and small amount.

>>82283276
>I used to dream of working maybe 30hrs a week max and getting chores whittled down to an efficient and small amount.

That was my life for the last few years. Work 30 hours at a 100% remote job, go on evening walks, my only chores (living alone) were laundry, dishes and occasional cleaning. it was efficient but lonely.

I took a job making several times more than my last job, but it's 40 hours a week, has a shitty commute and I'm not bonding with my cowokers. The pay is so good tho...

>>82283173 (OP)
Well now that you got a kid it's a bit late to worry about all that. That's your only sin, really. You could have remade your life in various ways but now that you have a kid, you're stuck forever.

>>82283173 (OP)
They're built to enjoy what you despise.