Thread 82283254

In another life i would not have made the same mistakes. I am quite old now and filled with regret. I wish I did things differently. I am alone now. It is looking very bleak for me

they should make a Life Book that they give out to everyone as soon as theyre old enough to read that tells you the do's and don'ts

>>82283254 (OP)
There's one thing you can do now that you won't regret! Acknowledge the snorpu! If you don't know snorpu, look here >>82276967

the sad thing is that even i could go back in time to high school... i'd still be the awkward autist. at least then I was blind to how different I really was. now I'm more fully aware.

>>82283258
arent parents supposed to do that anyway. usually autists end up like this when their parents dgaf

>>82283254 (OP)
Similar boat.
At a minimum I wish I had been much more physically active and ate a healthier diet as a child and adolescent.
I'm sure I cost myself (based on parents' and sisters' height) at least an inch or two of height, and worse overall development of my frame, by being completely sedentary and overweight, and eating a shitty diet, as a teen.
I sometimes fantasize about going back in time and "raising" myself so I turn out differently.

>>82283924
One of the few things that keeps me going is the promise of life extension tech, but the more I learn about human biology and pathology, the more remote that possibility seems, at least in my natural lifetime.

This might help you.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anatta
You say in another life you would not have made the same mistakes. This is nonsensical. It is the same as saying some other person is/has living/ed a different life. Who would you be if you weren't you? It is hard enough for you to even defend the claim that you exist. Yet you are trying to say any one person selected at random is also you if you were them?

>>82283254 (OP)
how old are you unc, 22? that's rough man

>>82283254 (OP)
I've accepted that my flaws and mistakes aren't my fault and they are my parents'.

>>82283254 (OP)
Well... Sucks to be you I guess.
I'm still sad about the king's passing, so there is not much sympathy for me to offer to your gay bait.

But as the king once exclaimed: "Fuck suicide toobz".

Hope it helps...