Thread 82283311

I wish I could confirm if some memories are real, but finding those people will be hard. Crazy memories but I always conclude some have to be real because the puzzle fits too perfectly and some memories that are definitely real point to IT
I wish I was more normal

>>82283311 (OP)
Can you tell me more about yourself?

>>82283593
I was extremely traumatized as a child and had a fractured personality

>>82283311 (OP)
You know what is 100% real? Acknowledging the snorpu! If you don't know snorpu, look here >>82276967

Leave it alone. Some doors are better left shut. You'll bury your future living in the past.

>>82283654
Perhaps you are right, but the uncertainty sometimes drives me mad

>>82283311 (OP)
what did you went through? What I went through was very very very bad and my personality didn't fracture?

>>82283680
According to many things I read, you need certain genetics, some of us have evolved this as a survival mechanism, often one of the personalities is psychopathic unable to feel the difficult emotions one would normally feel having to do or endure something extremely horrifying. My trauma...is weird, I'll mention that I have psychosis, so what parts of it are real who can say, but well it involves the paranormal, I was 7, it was horrific. I don't wanna go into the details

>>82283635
How are you nowadays?
>>82283680
Not everyone is the same. That is kind of obvious, no?

>>82283705
I know somewhat what you mean. Do you see yourself in third person sometimes? Almost like what you are seeing with your eyes is being viewed by you in a dark theater?

>>82283311 (OP)
Alice is best girl

>>82283711
>How are you nowadays?
oh I have never been better, I have actually reintegrated my fractured self into a single personality, but I still experience the psychopathic tendencies from the one personality, I laugh at very violent things and am far more confrontational
>>82283712
I used to have nightmares like that, I didn't understand it, now I know they were the dreams of my other self, also when he took over I'd feel that way, but most of the time I'd repress the memories of those incidents

>>82283725
yes, I really really like her. Female version of me

>>82283311 (OP)
Some days I wake up after thinking I lived whole day but everything is off and I don't know these people who never existed or were people from my past who aren't in my life anymore. Days that never happened.
>>82283725
I wish Alice got her third game. Same with Jackie and Jenny.

>>82283757
I'll hallucinate entire events that aren't real and if I don't do a reality check it'll keep piling up and I get a really bad psychotic episode where I completely lose touch with reality, so it can be good to check things
>I wish Alice got her third game.
That would be dope
Not enough games about insanity

>>82283791
You ever see weird shadow things? Sometimes I see them from the corners of my eyes and other times I see them creeping in the dark at work.
>That would be dope
Too bad the publisher EA sucks

>>82283849
NTA but I get little bugs in the corners of my vision when I'm stressed. Sometimes I hear voices in out of the background noise like an untuned radio. Never had more than that though.

>>82283849
Yeah I've seen shadow things, had a whole haunting episode and resorted to use holy water to rid my room of an entity

>>82283858
>Sometimes I hear voices in out of the background noise like an untuned radio.
For me it's the faint sounds of alarms that don't exist.
>>82283884
The shadow things are mainly tied to my current workplace. New job I appealed for his dragging their feet so I'm stuck going insane at my current station. Supervisor won't let me transfer out.

>>82283919
Could try the catholic banishment ritual and see if it helps, when no one is around. I for one like to hide how insane I am from people

>>82283963
The old folks say that my station was built on some burial ground. Also the place is run by a catholic adjacent organization and is less than a block away from a convent. Don't want to lose job. Better off just hunkering down in my office.