Thread 82285031

Time is running out anon.
When are you going to snap out of it? Do something with your life?

>>82285031 (OP)
id rather live for my own pleasure. stay at home, play vidya, drink, smoke, spend my money on my retarded clothes, eat whatever i want with no pressure to be "healthy", gamble, whatever the fuck i feel like

a job would bring me misery, i cant function in a workplace. i dont have highschool or higher education. a boyfriend would just tell me what to do. plus then id have pressure to perform, be intimate, pay for more than one person, share my bed whatever

"doing something with my life" like society wants will only bring constraints. besides, i AM doing things, just not things society wants

>>82285031 (OP)
Snap out of what?
Doing what?
Who the fuck are you and why do you care about my life?
If I had a house, a car and a wife with kids you will probably come to me again to whine about Snap out of my boring life, boring wife and boring kids and do something because time is running out, theres no way to keep people like you content, you just take satisfaction on bothering people with what you expect from life, its always mind blowing to me to see this type of bizarre behavior, I cannot care less about someone elses life

>>82285031 (OP)
This is one of those cases where you let people dig their own graves, its strange, you read so many threads of oldbros lamenting their life choices and people want to follow the same footsteps

>>82285031 (OP)
sorry, i'm Cioranmaxxing instead

>>82285031 (OP)
>When are you going to snap out of it? Do something with your life?
at my age idk if its worth it to go take estrogen

>>82285031 (OP)
>Do something with your life?
I am

>>82285031 (OP)
One day I'm going to snap in the sense I'll go crazy

i want to kill my parents and then myself, im too scared to do a mass shooting because i dont want the fame and people uncovering all the embarassing shit about my life

>>82285031 (OP)
This discussion is already concluded.

>>82286010
>>82286029
Go be 12 years old somewhere else, edgelords

>>82285031 (OP)
I've spent 25 years of adulthood mostly working and never manage to achieve any real goals because bills & taxes are so fucking high, the cost of living today is rediculous & it's by design to keep you slaving away without a chance of escape.
So.. I decided fuck it, I'll just be a neet, play vidya n jerk off all day, I'm almost at 5 years now since being a wage cuck slave

>>82286075
no, ill be an edgelord here and youll do nothing

>>82285031 (OP)
Snap out of what? I AM brown. I can't snap put of it

>>82286075
Boomer and gen x deserve it. Fucking terrible parents. It's like having a plant, never watering it then berating the plant for not growing properly. At the end of the day they just wanted some home decor

>>82286195
Why do leeches never mention how they're able to survive? You'd never be able to live like this if you weren't getting handed money that don't earn.

>>82286324
>its my parents fault im an edgy little shit, wahh
You had a shitty upbringing. Okay, fair point. But that doesn't excuse how the rest of your life will turn out. You still have the ability to better yourself, and you have enough self awareness so it's not like you're completely clueless.

>>82286029
>>82286324
This is actually the proper response to a completely fucked life. If you're going to crash out kill the abusers and the source of the problem (your parents) not some random people at a walmart or school that are miserable and struggling to survive too.

It's over before it even began

>>82285031 (OP)
I did "snap out of it" once, and got relationship out of it. Good memories. We lived together for 5 years, then she stopped being attracted to me and left. I'm older now and I figure I have one more try in me that will consume all the energy I have left. Either I reach a happy place or I fail and give up once and for all.

I went to college, did a ton of drugs mostly by myself, had sex with my fair share of hot, skinny sluts, got my degree, and now I wake up every day and go contribute to society.

>>82285031 (OP)
Dude I have a full time STEMfag job and a gf. What else do I need to be doing? Fuck off and let me chill with my booze/weed and sleep.

I worked out this morning am gonna hang out with friends later and am on track to finish grad school. Your negativity cannot get to me!

>>82285031 (OP)
it already did run out. i'm a wizard

>>82286889
You still have time until you turn into a fairy

>>82285031 (OP)
I've "snapped out of it" long ago. But there isn't anything I can do with myself. I am where I am in life because i'm mentally disabled (aspergers with sensory problems and crippling low self esteem). This is it. This is as good as it gets for me. I just have to be content with that, even if it makes me fucking sick sometimes knowing what I could had been without this curse

Fuck it. I don't care. Life's just a bunch of bullshit, life hardly turns out the way you want it no matter what anyways. And yeah this is probably sour grapes but it's a legitimate cope, just let me have this one. Fuck off

>>82286358
i survive off government welfare and i was homeless a lot of times before that. thats how i got it
fun fact: when i was 16 i ran away from home because i was fighting with my parents so much. i tried applying for welfare then but they said that if you arent 18 you had to have your parents sign your welfare application, and since i wasnt on speaking terms with my parents i couldnt get it. i hated them

>>82286358
I survive off of autism bux, payed for by yours dearly. Thanks man, much appreciated

>>82286923
>by yours dearly
Wait that's not right. That means me. Well, I mean YOU. Sorry i'm dumb. I didn't go to school either

>>82286889
Keep fighting anon. Do not give up

>>82286889
In a year's time, i'll also be a wizard. And I feel fine. Ok I actually don't, but i'm gonna keep telling myself I do

>>82286382
Everyone is edgy if they're brown and there's nowhere to run. Just pity me

>>82286589
I actually crashed out on my dad recently and told him straight up stuff like this. Boy you don't understand. I've got so many people on a list. It's like a buffet, unfortunately only one will likely get what's coming for them. The one that molested me. The ones who protected him better hope they're not around him when I find him

>>82287089
If I make the news I hope to inspire others to stop shooting up schools and malls. Society reject us. The final conclusion is to elinate your genes entirely.

>>82287089
>>82287118
You sound like a total fuckin' dork, you know that?

>>82285031 (OP)
I am tired of losing theses endless battles I feel like a worthless piece of shit who can't do anything right i will just close my eyes and Wait for the world to end

>>82287192
Where the fuck do you think you are? Maybe you thought you were somewhere else normoid. There's /b/, there's reddit, there's a shotgun. You could go outside where there's no dorks at all

>>82286358
Gubernment neet bucks pays my rent, bills & money for food/booze
Thanks wagie

>>82286955
thanks anon. l

I ended up realizing that I don't care about any of it. If I actually cared, if I actually wanted to do something, I'd be doing it right now. But I realized there's nothing in this reality I really care about at all. I don't like people, I don't have a goal or ambition that needs to be carried out, I don't have to worry about survival or making ends meets. There's nothing in this world for me, and nothing interesting enough to make something out of it.

>>82285142
I agree. Same with wageslaves who got permanently crippled at work. Play stupid games, with stupid prizes

>>82287192
This pedophile maldin