>>82288724
He's projecting his own impulses onto patterns he observes, which is good! It's a healthy male threat response to be wary of other males.
The apparent contradiction is that he claims to be a pervert who sexually fetishizes dressing and acting like a woman. He needs a man in order to complete his sexual obsession/fetish, right? You would think that.
But the mutated y chromosome needed to be logical, warlike, and territorial in order to protect itself and secure its successful reproduction. It's not like women; when they fear men, it comes from a deep, emotional place that boys are icky, mean, rude, violent, and their presence is unnerving and scary on a subconscious level that they can't articulate.
Thus you have a "fem"boy, dressed in a maid outfit and wearing makeup, who nonetheless sits with his spear held in his elbow, with a wide back, hunched over and writing in the sand, brooding and calculating to himself about the odds of being defeated and eviscerated to death if he approaches the foreign tribesmen and exposes that vulnerability even if it's spiritually just a request for cooperation.
