"education" as an adult is fucking torture, not only do you not have any passion for anything or naive outlook on shit and motivation, if you happen to fuck up years of your education you are left going through bunch of basic bullshit (hs) just to be able to enter some dog shit program afterwards that is supposed to make you hireable in a certain role afterwards, plus you have to spend this time with people 20 years younger than you too in the meantime
constant humiliation ritual plus the added anxiety of now thinking of your life and the shit that is going on and anxiety induced choices
I really don't care, I just want money, invest it until I can start my real life of rich neetdom again
am I supposed to be excited about being a wagie? shit's crazy
the only motivation left is my delusional grandiose visions but they get blurry and murky from time to time again when I realize I might not make my plan and shit end up like I think and I will end up a basic bitch wagie , then only the grind remains
the only question is how to optimize my wagieism comfyness
I don't like stress and anxiety induced choices and the constant stress of thinking what's next and optimizing this dog shit, I don't even know what I wanna do or be and I'm pushing 40, still
can't go into uni and school and do a bunch of heavy math and physics and shit, I don't care
constant humiliation ritual plus the added anxiety of now thinking of your life and the shit that is going on and anxiety induced choices
I really don't care, I just want money, invest it until I can start my real life of rich neetdom again
am I supposed to be excited about being a wagie? shit's crazy
the only motivation left is my delusional grandiose visions but they get blurry and murky from time to time again when I realize I might not make my plan and shit end up like I think and I will end up a basic bitch wagie , then only the grind remains
the only question is how to optimize my wagieism comfyness
I don't like stress and anxiety induced choices and the constant stress of thinking what's next and optimizing this dog shit, I don't even know what I wanna do or be and I'm pushing 40, still
can't go into uni and school and do a bunch of heavy math and physics and shit, I don't care