I can entertain myself for hours writing complete schizo nonsense in reply to things I see here, knowing completely well that nobody is going to read or interact with anything I say. If it were up to me I would be on adderall and caffeine sitting in a computer chair at the crack of dawn with 100 tabs open of 4chan threads, youtube comments, etc just HAMMERING out effortposts that have ZERO consequence. I fucking love typing out my thoughts. I can riff on anything. I can find the connection to anything. I feel like I'm absolutely right about something when it can stand on its own unchallenged or the challenges to it are just sarcastic dismissals or equally long missives caused by low IQ misinterpretations. When anyone wrongly points out some flaw in my perfect reasoning I know it's analogous to making a sign error in simple arithmetic or something, so I don't get emotional over it. I wish I had a thousand years so I could just endlessly type away bullshit on the computer and react to things or just spill my observations. Inwardly, it's immensely fulfilling and satisfying.