Thread 82292920

new stonetoss, is she true?

>>82292920 (OP)
What I gather is Chrischan is more successful than me and many others.

>>82292937
>What I gather is Chrischan is more successful than me and many others.
at least CWC gets poon, so yes, he is your superior

>>82292937
>tfw when too stuck up and self loathing to experience the pure and wholesome joy of raping your mom

>>82292920 (OP)
oh fuck this hurts.
I'm a piece of shit Greg. I remember fighting my more Greg/Rowley friend to appease some normalfag bullies.

Jokes on me, those same normalfag individuals just kept bullying me anyways. Kind of deserve it for what I did.

>>82292920 (OP)
I'm a Greg that hates normgroids

this is more or less accurate to my experience as a teenager
but as an adult, i've found that people generally tend to give less of a shit about people being "weird" altogether
a fregley could be perceived as harmless depending on precisely how his autism manifests, a rowley is generally fine, and the boundary between greg and normie almost disappears by that point
especially if you're working an entry level labor job of some sort, when you're all bottom rung worker ants making bottom rung wages and most of your coworkers are esl anyway, no one really cares if you aren't a perfect socializer
that self-hate never goes away though, that part is still true

>>82292920 (OP)
I've been a goddamn gregley.
At one point I was a rowley but I hated how it felt to walk into a room and people go "oh.. it's anon." so I became a tryhard. I wanted people to think I was cool.
The thing that made me regress into a greg entirely was when I moved to the states and got to experience a border-town school. Mexicans everywhere, rich white kids pretending they're mexicans, stabbings and beatings around every corner.
Tough guys and gang shit. Weed and meth was sold in the cafeteria like it was nothing.
As someone who spent 90% of their schoolings on military bases, this shit unsettled me. I did my rowley fregley shit and got beat up. I tried to smoke weed to be cool, and fit in (at school). Got sent to a criminal program where dudes that fought each other go. Got schizophrenia. Went completely socially catatonic with the masking since then.
There is a spark of who I was here and there, sometimes the mania in the depression shows up and I act a fool again; a ghostly fleeting possession from a man who could have been. Those times are over, all I have are the memories.

>>82293142
i wish there was a cure for people like you or me, I just wish the brutality of the world didn't beat every sense of life out of people

I'm a Greg except I could care less about appealing to normalfags. Normies are into the most bare bones basic bullshit but somehow still believe they're unique. I'm a Greg, I know that I'm different in a weird way but the Rowley part of me doesn't care. Not anymore.

>>82292976
I still think he made it up to impress Bella Janke after she told him that she had an incest fetish

>>82292920 (OP)
I am a greg and the urge to make friends and socialize got away when I got on ADHD meds.
My libido kind of also disappeared due to malnutrition as well I think, so I don't care that much about getting pussy either. It's like I'm a bit schizoid now but the gregness is still there

>>82292920 (OP)
Should I even bother with the girlfriend shit if I'm a Greg? Or just spare my future wife of that shame. I have other mental sicknesses too, not just the awkwardness contributing to the Gregness.

>>82293634
maybe the goal is to be a greg in public and a rowley in private? just around those you can trust, of course

>>82292920 (OP)
Autism and psychopathy are two sides of the same braindamaged coin. Both can be mitigated with a proper diet void of vegetation and high in animal fat

>>82294211
are we really on the diet pill fad thing still?

>>82293634
only thing that will complete you is a rowley bf

>>82294248
Bro, just drink seed oils for a month and you'll grow a foot taller and be able to cum 400ml just by concentrating your manliness really hard. Trust me, I read it on a jpg I got from an anonymous source.

>>82292920 (OP)
I'm a socially adept autist (diagnosed) and I am not like any of these three. Broadly speaking I am just a tired person who hides it behind a layer of quirkiness.