>>82293852 (OP)
i expect its some type of age regression due to tranny thoughts + racism
he must live a life of complete delusion because he refuses to transition normally, this is the closest he feels he can get to being a woman
he fetishizes his desire to return to being a child because thats all he can do, as to him there is no being a girl without all the fetish stuff
the raceplay stuff is probably due to the cognitive dissonance he feels due to him being a racist ex cop (i think) as he views blacks as dangerous and ready to overtake the white man while also believing it to be a managable problem if they fight back, its a facism sort of mindset i think that ends up painting black people as these huge superior animal things
he views being a woman as a failure, hence why he must lose to these imaginary blacks, since hes very racist it makes it really taboo which probably adds to the sex appeal
wheres my goverenment mandated tranny dollars anon?