Thread 82297262

I'm 30 years old, virgin, never had a girlfriend, and my only kisses have been with a stripper a few years ago.
No woman has ever shown actual interest in me, not that I can blame them. Online dating has been fruitless. Only matches are women across the globe which I can't afford to partake in. I'm terrified of taking the hookerpill and getting caught in a sting.
However, I have had gay men show interest in the past, at least 4. Should I just bite the bullet and try it? Perhaps try to get a feminine man?

>>82297262 (OP)
i'm not gay but used to get my dick sucked by a guy. the sensation was better than jerking off, but before the mouth started, and after i'd came, i felt quite repulsed by it all.

>>82297262 (OP)
Total lack of intimacy is infinitely better than forced intimacy. If you are not attracted to men, forcing yourself to date a man anyway will only worsen your situation.

Learn to be alone, anon.

>>82297262 (OP)
Im guessing you are american
Do you live near the Canadian border?
You can just get a hotel room here and rent escorts and party it up.

>>82297262 (OP)
>Fagpool fan
You're already halfway there

>>82297262 (OP)
I'm a 38 year old who was in a similar situation, and decided to try going gay. And long story short, you can't just "go gay" just like that, either you are a humongous faggot from the get-go rather than being forced into it, or then waste 5 years in a gay relationship as a cope and fail to properly love another man no matter how hard you try, get found out and then it's a huge drama show that tanks yoru life even further because you're now that asshole who tried fucking faggots when he could not get any bitches. Don't do it, if you weren't lusting after men, not sexually but also romantically, way before noticing that you have no chance with women, it won't work out. You can't force the gay, even with me being elbow deep fisted and having orgasms hard enough to make me piss and cum at the same time, I could never go full homo. I was always aware how instead of having the romance I wanted, I am just coping. There was no real romantic fulfillment, there was no real happiness there.

If you want a woman, a man can't be a replacement, no matter how hard you try. And feminine men do not exist, you start to see past the feminine charade especially if you spend a lot of time together let alone in a relationship, unless he goes under the knife yearly, but then you're left with an eventual ugly failed bimbo-looking consolation price rather than a "woman"

>>82298108
>You can't force the gay, even with me being elbow deep fisted and having orgasms hard enough to make me piss and cum at the same time
nigga u gay

>>82297262 (OP)
>try being gay

For fucks sake OP just go die in a ditch already, if this is how you're going to use this board then obviously all hope is lost. Might as well get your balls cut-off and become an asexual..

>>82298108
>5 years
Imagine sucking cock for 5 fucking years out of loneliness