Thread 82300525

i hate having ocd its like your brain is your own worst enemy and is convincing you that you are an evil person i dont even know my morals anymore my sense of identity feels stripped away its hard to differntiate thoughts and feelings brought on by ocd and whats actually me i hate it

who cares
if i dont do some random retarded task like closing my car door 18 times 4 times in a row i am responsible for ruining my own life
cant tell this to anyone or they will assume i am like this to be "quirky"