Thread 82303928

nature doesn't help
pets don't
exercise doesn't
hobbies don't
media doesn't
socializing doesn't
having a job doesn't
I have no sex drive anymore, depression killed my interest in women from collapsing T levels
tried to kill myself but physically couldn't move my finger to depress trigger

Literally what now? Just suffer for 70 more years just doing nothing until I die of old age finally?

>>82303928 (OP)
I broke down and called the suicide hotline last Tuesday

>>82303928 (OP)
probably figure out meds or some sort of outlet to express what's going on. I've been going to therapy for a couple of months now. but it's been a slow process to get "normal" again. going outside or even talking to people online now scares the shit out of me and sometimes can even make me break down into an attempt or self harm. only other advice is to just drink a lot when you're not doing anything so the thoughts don't catch up to you.

>>82303928 (OP)
Yeah I'm in the same boat as you OP. I'm 33 and utterly, terminally jaded already. The only things keeping me from ending it all are my parents who I deeply love and are still alive, and the fact that I believe in Hell and that suicide is a mortal sin. Other than that, I'd love to blow my brains out with a magnum .44.

>>82303928 (OP)
Same, anon. I'm just glad I get to rot at home, because working with normies all day is even worse.
Wage-cucking is an underpaid time-sink hell, and life is completely pointless without a willing sex partner.

>>82303965
how did that go, brother? (I am male, are you?)