>>82308314 (OP)
That's life for everybody anon. Children are ignorant, naive, idealistic and believe nonsense bullshit their parents and media tell them. As you age and experience the world and humanity for real reality sinks in. Life will never seem as happy as when you were a dumb child ever again.
>>82308350
life isnt beautiful as when you were kid because your body and mind are no longer the way they were when you were young and had less responsibilities.