Thread 82310107

your dreams will never come true
why dont you just kill yourself?
rest as long as youd like
nobody expects much from the dead
end your life anon

>>82310107 (OP)
there fact that there's a very slight chance i might be happy one day and that i might waste it by dying annoys me enough to make me want to keep living for now

>>82310107 (OP)
lack a non-painful or non-frightening method. i have tried 2 times, each time it turned into a scary situation.
i lack access to a gun.

>>82310148
that will never happen, have mercy on yourself
>>82310199
you are scared. dont be scared of death.
death is a permanent state of being

>>82310107 (OP)
I really wanna
I've been thinking about it for a fucking while
most nights I hope I don't wake up

>>82310240
be quick and save yourself

>>82310107 (OP)
I'm gonna end it after my 20k runs out. Unless some miracle happens in the meantime

>>82310342
dont make yourself wait.
you have nothing

I am a sadistic narcissist that loves to troll and torment people on the internet but making them kill themselves is bad juju, you are better of not commiting crimes, specially murdering others, you will go to hell for this.

>>82310427
im killing myself in order to leave hell
the act of living only perpetuates more evil than the state of death

>>82310107 (OP)
I'm making him come true your photo reminds me who I want to fall asleep on his chest on the beach

>>82310982
youre destined to be disappointed in the near future

>>82310107 (OP)
I will die eventually

>>82311319
the basis of all creation is that life is born from death and vice versa. your life is just a reaction of that cause. it is your purpose.
you are already dead, end things on your own terms, at the very least

>>82311023
Just because you're disappointed in your own life doesn't mean I have to be disappointed in mine. My ex lied and try to trap me in the middle of fucking nowhere did so for years. I almost lost the love of my life and I'm texting him soon to work out coming home to him. It will be our first time seeing each other in person

>>82310107 (OP)
I still find wonderful things in this life.

>>82311472
you know its pointless, right?
youre both doing more harm than good to each other
>>82311509
are you content with a drawn out end?
nothing you think youve found is yours
youre just entertaining your boredom

>>82311683
No. It turns out that religion is not so boring for me.

>>82311372
Death and life are cool

>>82311701
your prayers cant change your fate
you were born out of suffering
you will hurt everything around you
you will suffer
>>82311706
the choice isnt yours
but you are in the drivers seat
so what will you do?
which way will you turn?

>>82311784
>your prayers cant change your fate
I don't pray.
>you will hurt everything around you
I don't feel sorry for them.
>you will suffer
I don't feel suffering.

>>82311820
the evil is passed on through the ages
the innocent will always buckle under the wrath of them

>>82310107 (OP)
I have a future to live for. A inheritance and also a dream beach house in the future.

>>82311873
hope for the future will only bring you back to where you started

>>82311683
That's where you're wrong. I'm going to go see him like I was going to before we lost each other and we're going to continue from there. It's going to be so fucking good. I'm so excited.

>>82311784
My path has always been to be with him, even if I made mistakes and went the wrong way I'll always head back up with m.

>By plane or by train I'll always end up in the city

>>82311901
You mean back to where we left off where we lost each other, and from there I'll Go forward with him and then we'll live in his beach house

>>82312211
you are inevitably by your lonesome self
playdates can only distract you from symbol of death that you carry

>your dreams will never come true
Oh and the tranime faggot has a crystal ball or something? We should have springboard on bridges for when troons finally realize they're mentally ill and no one will ever love them.

>>82312227
>>82312240
lies are only told as an abstraction of the truth

>>82312260
death has you marked
never forget what you are

>>82312248
Sounds like you don't want me and m to be with each other again. It's too bad for you that it's meant to be. Neither him or I have a choice about how we feel for each other.

>>82312270
Someone is butt hurt kek

>>82312282
You won't make it to 30, wrinkly ass axe wound freak

>>82310107 (OP)
Someone will come back for me.
Someone will save me.
2 more weeks.

>>82312333
i only desire the human race to be freed from its fetters
>>82312343
tu fui, ego eris

>>82312355
only you have the power to save yourself from your hell
your own mind is your enemy

>>82312355
Is that what I'm messaging him? Hmmmm

>>82312494
WHEN , not what, I already know what ;)

>>82310107 (OP)
Unfortunately for me, only eternal suffering awaits if i do that so i have to keep walking
https://youtu.be/48eW3VL-95g

>>82310107 (OP)
is your discord username related to candles?

>>82312792
you are in the suffering period now

>>82312809
no i have like 13 different accounts and i dont really use any of them

>>82310107 (OP)
I wanted to for a long time, I'm glad I didn't, I feel happy. What's keeping you here on this earth OP?

>>82313367
if my time is soon, then i beat the game
the only reason to wait until that point would be to show others the way out

>>82310107 (OP)
i'm suicidal but seeing these posts make me angry and want to live

is that the intended effect of this post?

>>82313657
the intent to live/die is strictly your own
my decision to make this post is irrelevant serves as little more than a warning

>>82310107 (OP)
nah

life has been trying to kill me since I was child

lazy bitch gonna have to get around to it eventually

XD

>>82313685
the time to take action is now

>>82313692
it can try anon

c:<

I AM RDY

>>82310107 (OP)
i want to, i want to, i want to, i want to, i want to

>>82313712
solemnity awaits you
now go forth and commit
end the cycle

>>82313725
you can obtain this end
you know what you must do, yes?

>>82313730
no that's gay anon

I need to die in battle

gloriously

c:

>>82313742
any commitment to death shows great determination
die a death that suits your lifes purpose

>>82310107 (OP)
the majority of suicides happen with impulse, your mind needs to be massively fucked for you to just get up and neck it. pretty much stuck until i'm pushed from the edge

>>82313763
seek a way out
bend the rules to your advantage

>>82310107 (OP)
Fuck no OP, dying's permanent. And fuck the fatalist anon trying to get ppl to kill themselves.

DO YOU WANT TO BE A QUITTER AND FEEL BAD ABOUT YOURSELF FOREVER OR ARE YOU GONNA FUCKING FIGHT LIFE AND WIN?

Got a little heated there

>>82313857
Just realized anon IS OP. Doesn't detract from my statement, though.

>>82313857
there is no fight you are able to win
the outcome is predetermined
free yourself from the struggle
from the pointless banter
with every labored breath, your body dies slowly
give it what its begging for
give it what it deserves

>>82313893
Nah.

Suffering is suffering, sure, and there may not be a point to anything in life. But that also means there isn't a point to being miserable every day in your life, without closure and without light.

Open the curtains, and bask in the warmth of the sun which gives us day after day. It's nice outside.

>>82313985
the sun, the betrayer, who wrinkles you
the outside, the keyholder, who jails you
in order to unlock your destiny you first must abandon your body and the game it is being forced to play

>>82314020
>Pseudophilosophical comments.

Nah, I don't think so.
If I want to die in some other way than suicide, then I'll just die like that, simple as.

I will kms when i'm 30

>>82314051
why do you advocate for the gruesome torture and suffering of humankind?
dont you realize you are the evil?

>>82314106
Everyone has a say in their destiny, and nobody else.
All you can really do is convince someone to do one thing or the other.
Is it evil to choose your own destiny?

>>82313737
gotta liquidate and get things sorted for my family first. it'd suck to be a burden even in death

>>82310107 (OP)
You say that as if I need encouragement; a little push over the edge. By revealing some horrible insight. This is 2025 r9k, the only ones left are newfags and ancient fucks who've heard much worse so I don't know who this is aimed at

>>82314133
If you'll be a burden on them when you die, then why die at all at that point?
Not to mention your suicide will likely tear their hearts to shreds.
It's a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

I'm deeply spiteful and believe if someone wants me to kill myself, they should come kill me instead. At least I can respect a person willing to act out their wishes over a coward that pretends to be good.

I wish you guys would stop talking about suicide because of makes me feel like he did.

>>82314131
you have not chosen anything
and you will never make a single choice in your life
all your actions will lead to the same end
since your miserable birth, this has been a fact
yet, you fight against the uncertainty, calling it your destiny
there is no such thing
destiny does not exist for you
only in death can you truly be born
freed from the restraints that drag you down
no body shares a destiny
it is the evil body that drives you forward
at that malice, is your life

>>82314133
>>82314149
>>82314160
burdens do not exist in death

>>82313857
>fight life and win
Brother, I am low iq retard with health issues. I am not really sure how I "fight" since that would imply competition and I get led around the nose by literal redneck retards (bluecollar was too tough for me). And my body snaps like a stick under any stress, so I don't know what God wants of me and frankly I don't enjoy seeing others get by without me, its unfair.

>>82314183
you can get rid of all your problems
all you need is to make death your goal

>>82314182
I know that you simply want to get a rise out of people, but I am lonely so I enjoy the conversation regardless, know that. I've played russian roullette before you know. Based on statistics I should of died (66% chance of death) and do you know what I did with that newfound lease on life? Not much really, there was no awakening, no spark, no rebirth, nothing. A quick adrenaline spike and back to reality with the same problems before me.
Another time I accidently OD'd on something silly and my retardation brought about a panic attack which I thought really would be the death of me. My heart beat so damn hard that it became numb after a while, my eyes hurt when they blinked, every inch of me felt like it was on fire. I've had numerous other lesser panic attacks since then. I say this to tell you that I've faced death before and it is terrifying and not something you should make light of and yet the body isn't granted anything amazing, I'm still dumb, impulsive, etc so I don't really know the next move.

>>82314183
People with worse prospects have survived with worse odds.
Don't resign yourself to simply the will of God if you don't know what He wants of you. You make your own goals. You just have to decide what that goal is.
Get stronger, do something you've always wanted to try, get good at gameshows. Plenty of opportunities if you know where exactly to look. Kinda like a forest.

>>82310107 (OP)
even if i wanted to (i don't), killing yourself is wrong and selfish

>>82314222
death is the cold, unfeeling hand that sweeps us all into its palm
attainable by anyone, anywhere, anyhow
a force like that can not be stopped, because it is an eternal force that dwindles your lifetime carefully as your body lusts for the moments that pass, desperate for excitement
accept this, and search for it
embrace it fully
come face to face with the hand
and allow its claim

>>82314199
I was like that for awhile you know. I think its been about a decade of mulling it over. It really ought not be your goal as it corrodes everything it touches. Nukes your willpower, squanders your lifelines until it can finally play the hero role that it wants to play. Hell, it wasn't even my goal only in the periphery until I succeeded in fucking everything up to the point where its the only door left. And yet, I really really dont want to go. It's hell here. I hate it, but I am addict like the rest of you and so I sit and gamble despite knowing I have a really bad hand.
>>82314227
I think I want to get back into the gym then (i know how small minded). If I can move around again without fear of collasping then that would be great

>>82314244
selfishness does not exist for one in the state of death

>>82314283
but is it not the same willpower corroding everything?
the will to conquer, the will to improve
the will to move forward
why do horrible atrocities happen to seemingly innocent people? children.
because all offenders have lived to that point in time, acting not based on thought, but bodily desire
it is in your nature to fear death
but make no mistake, you deserve it

>>82314283
All good ideas have to start off small. Otherwise, they'd be too complicated to handle.

>>82310107 (OP)
I can always put off my suicide. That's the fun part

>>82310107 (OP)
Because death isn't freedom from living

>>82314471
your husk is your own trap
following the hivemind will only hurt you as they victimize one another
free from your flesh is the only opportunity you have to be pardoned from this madness

>>82314581
Everything is madness - to believe otherwise is to have hope

>>82314618
Kirito has like 25 bitches on his dick 24.7. Fuck you fag.

>>82314618
hope cannot exist after the body has deconstructed

>>82314660
can you prove it, 32+28?

>>82314692
what meaning is there in struggling to prove anything?
for arguments sake? for a quick thrill?
the answer lies in the fact that regardless of whether you are right or wrong, the chance of there being a resolution, one truth, is always possible, definite
even if the truth is out of you reach
the answer exists on a plane you dont know of
you just cant access it
that is your proof

>>82314738
0_0

60-22=32+06

This might be the lamest suicide-fuel I've ever seen. In fact, I was just about to kms. Have a revolver on my desk. Was gonna say "goodbye r9k" and then I saw OP. That AI-gen image is as stupid as you are.

I am an ugly moid, and I will live to spite you.
And someday- I will fart at you.

>>82314692
i'm not a nobody and i expect much from life, i still believe i can achieve much if i try, i won't kill myself because of the sadness and pain i have in myself but of the shame i'll get if i'll do it, in the end i believe that will be

>>82310107 (OP)
>rest as long as youd like
I love this one

Life is not all bad if I can enjoy what I can and what I could work for.
Nothing is perfect but it's only bad if you only focus on the bad things instead of trying to find and make some good. Despair solely comes from your own expectation.
If you find yourself only bring in net negative in society, then try to be helpful or at least avoid being a burden. Having the right mindset is better than total apathy and thus you've gained more rights to live, which is what all living beings naturally strive for. All you have to do then is keep working at it.

>>82315599
How do you do that if youre unlovable tho ?

>>82315682
Your right to live doesn't require anyone's approval. You can find solace or chance to contribute to society in solitude or by communicating with people who don't know about your life or who you truly are. Internet is one but not the only example.
But if you truly seek it and work for it, anybody can receive kindness and camaraderie even in real life. It's different for everyone, some got it for granted while many also need to work hard for it, but you're to blame if only it's YOU who squander those chances by inactivity or deliberately act out of malice and make yourself unfavorable.

>>82310107 (OP)
Fuck your mother

>>82310107 (OP)
If i can make the life i live that much rarer to happen to other people, then i may as well try.

>>82310107 (OP)
Because not struggling against the world is lame.

>>82310107 (OP)
>your dreams will never come true
WRONG
my dreams are ai robots taking over all human power structures
economic, intelectual, sexual, military, physical labour

thats my dream. to see the entire world lose its power