Thread 82310335

why are you still a virgin? what went wrong in your life?

mostly being bullied by girls when I was a kid I think
foids HATE you if you're autistic

>>82310335 (OP)
>why are you still a virgin?
yes
>what went wrong in your life?
autism

my wiener fell off :(

>>82310335 (OP)
I hate myself and carry resentment in my heart. Mostly because stuttering as a kid and teen made me incredibly neurotic. At least i got lucky and don't stutter anymore

>>82310394
my life is pretty great.

>>82310335 (OP)
I'm a heterosexual male bottom, so yeah I'm going to die alone

Autism + forced isolation = stunted/nonexistent social skills.

The average person doesn't realize how much social minutiae you pick up listening to adults talking, making facial expressions, and watching body language during childhood. I have autism and I was isolated pretty severely from adults and my peers from age 8 onward. Due to this I cannot pick up on any social details, words are literal to me, and I can't make eye contact without it being strange and awkward.

Relationships are like the olympics of socializing. If you can't handle the basics, you're not going to be able to compete whatsoever in the arena where people go to show their mastery.

>just make up for your missed adolescent development with practice
Doesn't work that way. You get one chance. I can fake being normal to a degree, but it's 100% play acting on my part. On the surface I can pretend to be semi-normal/odd but once someone tries complex socializing, I'm lost. It's like trying to fake being a quantum physicist, sure you can memorize some big physics words and dress like a physicist but when it comes time to solve quantum vector equations on the chalkboard, you got nothin'.

>>82310335 (OP)
>lack of interest or enjoyment in social activities, perhaps due to circumstance, mental illness, or alternatives like the internet preceding interaction with the real world
>never felt like a real person worthy of even considering serious relationships with other people
>rely on 2d waifus instead
yeah pretty weird idk why

>>82310335 (OP)
don't know never really asked a girl out or asked to fuck

i'm not i had sex with a few girls.

when i went to the girls at the girls they told me they didn't know me.

>>82310335 (OP)
I'm introverted, I hate driving, I have an edgy and offputting personality and tend to drive women away, I have no interaction with women outside of the internet (I was flirted on by an ugly Indian girl at work, but that's been it), I'm asocial and don't like talking to people in person because I can't be myself and I don't want to say something wrong, I'm not interesting to women and don't intrigue anyone (I dont really have hobbies besides video editing, gaming, and gamedev), I was sheltered for most of my life and only talked to my family and one friend group and never went any places where women go. I have absolutely no idea where to meet a woman. I'm scared to flirt at work because I don't want to get fired or sent to HR for being a creep. Iv tried tinder and tried posting online saying where I'm from but nobody has ever been interested. I've tried to meet egirls twice but got flaked on by both of them (the relationships were both 2+ years). I'm average height and kind of ugly. im skinny and have no muscles. Im skiddish and gullible and make poor decisions. I don't really know how to function in life around other humans, let alone try to get a girl interested in me.

>>82310335 (OP)
BEING UNATTRACTIVE!!!
My face is weird etc. plus I'm asocial

>>82310335 (OP)
I've learned to live without wanting to have sex.

>>82310335 (OP)
I haven't found a virgin woman who wants to marry me and vice versa yet.

>>82311760
This too
But I also haven't found a girl that is interested in me at all because I am unattractive and didn't have much of a chance to even be around girls that I am interested in