ive never found men attractive unless i was in love with them. no one ever believes that, and i couldn't really care less if they dont. i find all men disgusting to look at if im not in love, and the moment i start falling out of love i find the person unattractive
i cant even objectively "appreciate" what a man looks like. ive never found a male character or actor attractive. ive never had a crush on someone irl. but i know im straight because ive never loved a woman
which is why im so stupidly able to fall in love with a guy whos face ive never seen. im so intensely in love with a man i cant see. and this is what my love life is like at almost 20. im utterly pathetic
i cant even objectively "appreciate" what a man looks like. ive never found a male character or actor attractive. ive never had a crush on someone irl. but i know im straight because ive never loved a woman
which is why im so stupidly able to fall in love with a guy whos face ive never seen. im so intensely in love with a man i cant see. and this is what my love life is like at almost 20. im utterly pathetic