I'm obsessively listening to subliminals and writing reality shifting scripts in the hopes that I'll magically wake up pretty one day. I am an agnostic and a skeptic. I don't even believe in this stuff. But I'm just so desperate to relive my life as a beautiful girl. I just can't believe that this is my life. Being genuinely ugly is so rare and, as a consequence, extremely isolating. Girls like me don't exist in books or movies or tv shows. And when we do, we're just the butt of a joke.
I just wanna be a real girl.
I just wanna be a real girl.