>>82316655 (OP)
The only thing that changed was I swapped constantly worrying about school to constantly worrying about work. Every gf I acquire lasts 3 months maximum before they inevitably start acting like a bitch and I have to dump them. There are no friends and there is no love expect from family members, who will all die in the next 10-30 years then I'll be completely alone. I'm tired of feeling follow but there is nothing to fill me.