Thread 82317358

Fuck i need someone mentally deranged so bad.. I know the risks but that makes me want to get ruined by them even more. Im this desperate lel

>>82317358 (OP)
How deranged are you talking? Like "No one has talked to me in days, I'm sad" or "I'm noticing things that others aren't and I'm really concerned about it"

>>82317358 (OP)
That trip better not be what I think it is, anon

I prefer the second one, feels more intense than just sadness, but still realistic enough

>>82317521
>I prefer the second one
What do you prefer about it? Surely it can't just be intensity?

>>82317660
Well theyre unpredictable and they think the world is against them. Thats peak. Hurt me, scare me, whatever. Ill still sit here and talk you throught if even id you probably have a knife pointed at me. Its not about being sum therapist but knowing about you in the middle of a breakdown. That shit hits way better than the "im lonely pls hug" tier stuff

>>82317821
Well the few times I have confided in others they are dismissive at the end of the day. I suppose I would like someone to just open with like that. Do you have the guts to tell someone they are full of shit?

It's pretty bad man, I'm tired of walking on eggshells to not make the wrong joke or talk about the wrong thing that will trigger her. Sometimes she is super affectionate and promises unconditional love forever, other times she tells me to fuck off and leave her alone. Prone to paranoid spells. She says it's not over but it feels like it is, if I bring it up she will probably get pissed off. The worst part is despite all that I don't want to lose her because having this made me feel how intensely lonely my life is.

>>82317358 (OP)
I want this too but to an extreme. No fembot has met my standards in over a decade. I want extreme ptsd/cptsd/bpd but everyone here is just run of the mill bpd at best.