Thread 82320335

i have never experienced someone liking me
ive been the least favorite child since i was born... i dont have any friends, they always admit they were just tolerating me and felt bad... everyone who "likes" me stops once the honeymoon phase wears off and they realize how much of a freak i am.
ive heard to words "ill never leave you" so many times i might go insane. none of them have stayed.

is it because you're a turbulent male who requires constant reaffirmation?

Sounds like you're emotionally exhausting and dependant on others. As someone else who is a freak I've found that being upfront with that stuff helps filters out the chaff who would leave you the second you start being yourself. Don't wear a mask it's exhausting.

>>82320335 (OP)
>ive heard to words "ill never leave you" so many times i might go insane. none of them have stayed.
Do you act clingy, pushing them towards wanting to say this kind of thing? Genuine ask, not trying to pull an epic read on you. Sometimes people will say things they don't mean (or in most of these kinds of cases in particular, don't know) in order to soothe someone. There's also a lot of people that will simply exaggerate or don't have the emotionally maturity or foresight to realize that things can change, or they straight up don't want to admit it, either to you or themselves.

It's not as romantic or impactful to say "I like you right now/I'm here right now" vs. "I'll always care for you/always be here." It's unfortunately a very common problem.
I don't have any advice for you other than know that the last part of your post (the "ill never leave you" part) is a common issue, especially in lonelier/more desperate circles, where a lot of the time people wish they could love someone forever as well. It's incredibly rough. I hope you find some solace, anon.

Same even when I only message them once every two or three months.
I've offered people gifts for christmas and their birthdays and never got a single happy birthday.
I've tried playing it cool, and tried playing it upfront. No use.
It also seems like my family members don't care that much about me as when there's a third party coming in everybody just leaves me alone.
At best I'll get someone who tolerates me enough to respond to my messages every few months. Though they'll never go anywhere outside with me of course.

Worst thing is that I'm not even that weird. Nor THAT ugly. There's just something about me.