Thread 82321345

hey so... what's the point? I mean seriously, what is the actual point of any of this? I don't really care about myself or others and I've realized that at this point I'm just doing whatever I "have" to do but the thing is that I don't actually care about surviving or even being a burden on those around me anymore, so why keep going? IDK I think I'd be cool just killing the next person who bothers me in meatspace, I don't really wanna do drugs and video games have gotten boring. What do you guys do, I mean what makes it worth it, the world being such a dead end and all, every impulse towards doing good or creating something of your own being redirected to a prescribed output by the government or a corporation that wants to subvert the point of doing so in the first place. Seriously, what makes it worth it for you guys? Throw me a bone here.

>>82321345 (OP)
i like perspective. it's satisfying for me, so i seek it out everywhere. in anime, games, real life interactions, when i'm making art, through my feelings, etc. i don't like participating in the world very much but the idea of it is interesting. that is enough for me. i am guarded, hated, and alone but also generally content even through emotional lows suffered in isolation.

>>82321345 (OP)
No don't kill anybody you will go to jail and they won't let you play any Steam games in there

>>82321345 (OP)
Idk man i kinda like mango milkshakes. You should try one and see if you still hate life

>>82321345 (OP)
>what makes it worth it for you guys
the miniscule chance that I'll be able to fully subside on my own, unbothered, off the grid, and with enough money to travel where I want. unfortunately being born into poverty is like being born into a barrel of crabs dragging each other down.

>>82321548
I stopped enjoying games a while ago

>>82322250
same desu. there's only a handful of games I can play nowadays, and they usually only serve as a form of distraction to pass the time. or in one of their cases, also as a form of socialization through the chat.

>>82321345 (OP)
>impulse towards doing good or creating something of your own being redirected to a prescribed output by the government or a corporation that wants to subvert the point of doing so in the first place.
This part resonates so hard me with me. jfc

>Seriously, what makes it worth it for you guys?
Nothing. Absolutely nothing. I know ill probably go insane, what else I mean literally just like you said, everything is already coopted or not worth it.

>>82321345 (OP)
>what is the actual point of any of this?
one must imagine sisyphus happy

hey bro ever tried fucking a woman?