>>82324116 (OP)
oh god fuck off. you want an attractive guy to fulfill your desires and to show off about (even though youll be insecure about him in the future and hate yourself anyway)
i talked to a self proclaimed chopped girl off here, and she turned out to be nothing but a whore that would lead dudes on online while chasing guys she viewed attractive at the end of the day. just fuck off, you cant expereince true loneliness.
the real issue here is that you hate how you look, not that youre lonely.