Thread 82329229

I cant really find my place anywhere. I never feel that I belong, or that I'm among my peers.

Today I tried going to a student party. I dont drink but I socialize openly with people. Every single time I blurt out something stupid, cringe, or even offensive and the bar goes silent and it's over for me.
Every time. Anyone else have this syndrome? It's funny how the guys there who are piss drunk are less cringe than me.

Time to drop out again. This is why I've dropped out from like 5-6 schools.
I get straight A's in class and I'm basically a genius, but I can never graduate because I can't adapt to any world that is outside my head.
But, I did talk to several women, anon. That's something. Most autistic incles don't have the guts to do that. One was super cute and had the shortest miniskirt.

Kek sucks bro
I feel isolated as fuck

>>82329229 (OP)
>>82329229 (OP)
as an old fuck ill tell ya youre not in school to make friends, put educashon first make friends at work, if you keep dropping out you will drop out of society and not be able to keep a job. also dont be a bitch if something terrible happens socially keep going people will respect you for it. basically man up and think about your future blud. good luck. i made the same mistake and im 30 without a degree and my life is forced NEET hell.

>>82329276
>make friends at work

It's gonna be normie hell as well

>>82329229 (OP)
You were never meant to belong, anon
Everyone's got their paths, yours (and mine) is apparently off-road, we see the path sure, but we decided to walk through the forest instead of the path

It just wasn't meant to be

>>82329437

I'm 35 and I've never had a gf or any social life.

Today I went to a bar and talked to a few 20-something women there.
They were all single, lesbian, or like this one girl who flat out told me that she was repulsed by me.

I'm traumatized and I will most likely never try to get a gf again.
I dunno what my purpose on this planet is

>>82329465
>flat out told me that she was repulsed by me
Shit, man
>I dunno what my purpose on this planet is
Me neither, I'm just having fun on my own terms

>>82329498

I've spent so many years trying to go to different schools and hobby groups to find my own place and a gf.
It never happens.
I think it's time to give up and simply live off neetbucks for the rest of my life, enjoying whatever lonely autistic fantasies I can come up with.
The "no gf" is the hardest part to accept because I have feelings and desires like normies, but no way to channel them. Most of the time I don't even meet women any where, like it can take years for me to bump into a woman who's actually single. And when it happens, she's not interested.

The best way to describe me would be an alien that's pretending to be human. I've gotten better at it, but it's never enough to fool their radar.

>>82329526
>find my own place
Again, not going to happen
There's two ways to go about this, anon
Go full monk (neet) or go full vagabond/wanderer

Go travel somewhere, meet randos, get drunk in public
I mean, you feel like a life unlived so why not just go big or go home no?

>>82329634
>meet randos, get drunk in public

Anon I did this today and it went horribly. I tried hugging strangers and they got angry

>>82329666
Kino
They'd usually be okay with that if you're like a 6 or above
How do you rate yourself anon, a 3? a 4 maybe?

>>82329229 (OP)
>This is why I've dropped out from like 5-6 schools.

yeah me too i dropped out so often
i just failed all my courses over and over again im low iq i cant do well in school

>But, I did talk to several women, anon. That's something. Most autistic incles don't have the guts to do that
fuck you chad. i wish i could talk to cute girls

>>82329681
8/10 not even kidding
I'm just old, used to b Chad looking at 20

>>82329820
>8/10
I see, I see
and you also have a 7" cock, huh?

I just think you need someone to be your wingman, anon

>>82329911
No, mine is like 3 inches. Doesnt really matter because I will never use it, right