>>82383280
I deserve a virgin foid who dresses like this and makes me Cuban sandwiches after I get home from work and sits in my lap as I eat telling me about the books she read while I was away.
I deserve a wife who draws and paints and sculpts and scrapbooks and plays video games and does all sorts of silly whimsical things while I'm away that she tells me about when I get home from work.
I AM ENTITLED to this. At LEAST this. WHY is the universe so CRUEL and UNFORGIVING to people like ME, GENTLEMEN who believe in TRUE LOVE.
It is NOT too STEEP of a request. WHY is it so HARD for people to admit that love is VITAL to life. Without it you WITHER away into a soulless husk of a person.
I DON'T WANT TO MARRY A GIRL WHO WANTS ME FOR MY MONEY OR MY HOUSE OR MY CAR OR BECAUSE I'M THE BEST SHE COULD GET I WANT TO MARRY A GIRL WHO GENUINELY LOVES ME AND WOULD BE WITH ME REGARDLESS OF WHAT I HAVE TO OFFER HER.
WHY IS THAT SEEN AS SUCH AN INSANE REQUEST? I WOULD STAY WITH A GIRL EVEN IF WE WERE HOMELESS LIVING UNDER A BRIDGE - IN FACT I'VE WALKED PAST HOMELESS COUPLES BUNDLED UP TOGETHER IN THE COLD AS I'VE GONE BACK TO MY APARTMENT TO SLEEP ALONE!
What is so wrong with me? WHY have I been scorned by the universe? I DESERVE LOVE! I DESERVE IT MUCH MORE THAN ALL THE PEOPLE WHO GET IT ONLY TO THROW IT AWAY OVER NOTHING!
HOW MANY PEOPLE DO YOU KNOW WHO CHEAT? OR ABUSE THEIR GIRLFRIENDS OR BOYFRIENDS? OR GET ALL FAT AND OUT OF SHAPE AND STOP PUTTING ANY EFFORT INTO THEIR APPEARANCE? OR STOP PUTTING EFFORT INTO THEIR RELATIONSHIPS BECAUSE THEY'RE GOING THROUGH A ROUGH PATCH?
I WOULD NEVER DO THAT AND YET HERE I AM AT 22 YEARS OLD WITH NOTHING.
I am a EFISBKHHCBV
Every day of my life is torture.
There is no light.
>Have you tried blank or blan...
YES I'VE TRIED THAT I'VE TRIED EVERYTHING I WORK OUT AND HAVE HOBBIES AND TAKE CARE OF MY APPEARANCE AND DO ALL THAT IS COMMANDED OF ME WHEN EVERYONE ELSE DOESN'T DO THESE THINGS AND HAS A RELATIONSHIP JUST HAPPEN NATURALLY
AIIIAEIIEAEEEEE