>>82386258 (OP) I don't blame my father for giving up on me. I had enormous potential and fucking wasted it.
He paid a lot of money to send me to a top private school. I was academically gifted. I was always top of my class.
When I was in college, my mom was diagnosed with terminal cancer. I got so depressed that I dropped out of college and took some shitty customer service job to pay my bills.
I'm now too lazy and demoralized to do anything else. I just don't care anymore. My father is very disappointed and constantly reminds me how much potential I had, and that I could have done more with my life. He is right, but I've just given up.