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Anonymous No.82389480 >>82389493 >>82389493 >>82390925 >>82391551
I have concluded that I have very little desire to quit porn.
I was exposed to porn rather late in life compared to many individuals and didn't see anything besides the occasional still image until I was almost 15 years old. Despite seeing porn on a regular basis after this point (mostly on social media, not actual porn sites) I didn't start masturbating regularly to porn until I was around 16.

I attempted to quit porn/masturbation several times however the longest I was able to do so was about 3 months, and I have attempted and failed to do so several times after that.

One thing I did find out is that for me personally it is significantly easier to quit fapping than to stop looking at porn. Porn is everywhere, and when I tried to quit looking at porn or things which would be considered pornographic I'd just go crazy.

The other thing is that most porn does not turn me on, at all, and what does turn me on seems to be completely random. I can and have looked at porn for hours at a time without gaining any kind of sexual stimulation, I which has lead me to believe that I simply either like looking at generally physically healthy/attractive individuals or simply the taboo nature of porn itself. The same applies to hentai and erotic art, however I also like making my own and editing other individuals artwork.

I dont know if this is a sustainable long term plan or not, but considering that one of my only art hobbies revolves around sexual material I dont know if I really want to quit porn at all. I know that my chances of relapsing back into fapping are higher if I am constantly exposed to the material, however when I put my mind to it I dont have much of an issue. NGL idk what to do.
Anonymous No.82389493 >>82389522
>>82389480 (OP)
>i love
>>82389480 (OP)
>eating brown poops
Anonymous No.82389522
>>82389493
I'm sorry you like doing that.
Anonymous No.82390596 >>82391538 >>82391579
I'm also completely and utterly addicted to porn, I've just decided to give up on tryung to stop it, fapping gives me too much pleasure and I'd rather live with it than without it.
Anonymous No.82390925 >>82391538
>>82389480 (OP)
I started pretty late too. I watched porn at 14 but didn't start masturbating until I was 17. I'm convinced that all that repression early on, at least partially, caused my addiction.

I keep telling myself how bad it is for me, but could never make a serious effort to quit for more than a week. I'm too far gone now. I love 3D and 2D too much. This stuff is simply a part of me.
Anonymous No.82391538
>>82390596
Fapping unironically gives me severe headaches and lethargy. I simply like viewing porn to view porn. I very very rarely fap to the porn I watch though, maybe once or twice a week tops, and it makes me feel like shit for hours afterwards. Its not guilt, I legit feel like shit.

>>82390925
>I'm convinced that all that repression early on, at least partially, caused my addiction.

I feel you there. Most of my friends started becoming sexually active between 13-15 years old and I felt like I was being left out. I was offered sex for the first time at 14 but I turned my future ex gf down at the time and we never ended up having sex. Took me another 6 years to lose my virginity.
Anonymous No.82391551
>>82389480 (OP)
I need a porn mommy or a goongf
Anonymous No.82391579
>>82390596
https://danbooru.donmai.us/posts/8327090
source is this btw