I have concluded that I have very little desire to quit porn.
I was exposed to porn rather late in life compared to many individuals and didn't see anything besides the occasional still image until I was almost 15 years old. Despite seeing porn on a regular basis after this point (mostly on social media, not actual porn sites) I didn't start masturbating regularly to porn until I was around 16.
I attempted to quit porn/masturbation several times however the longest I was able to do so was about 3 months, and I have attempted and failed to do so several times after that.
One thing I did find out is that for me personally it is significantly easier to quit fapping than to stop looking at porn. Porn is everywhere, and when I tried to quit looking at porn or things which would be considered pornographic I'd just go crazy.
The other thing is that most porn does not turn me on, at all, and what does turn me on seems to be completely random. I can and have looked at porn for hours at a time without gaining any kind of sexual stimulation, I which has lead me to believe that I simply either like looking at generally physically healthy/attractive individuals or simply the taboo nature of porn itself. The same applies to hentai and erotic art, however I also like making my own and editing other individuals artwork.
I dont know if this is a sustainable long term plan or not, but considering that one of my only art hobbies revolves around sexual material I dont know if I really want to quit porn at all. I know that my chances of relapsing back into fapping are higher if I am constantly exposed to the material, however when I put my mind to it I dont have much of an issue. NGL idk what to do.
I attempted to quit porn/masturbation several times however the longest I was able to do so was about 3 months, and I have attempted and failed to do so several times after that.
One thing I did find out is that for me personally it is significantly easier to quit fapping than to stop looking at porn. Porn is everywhere, and when I tried to quit looking at porn or things which would be considered pornographic I'd just go crazy.
The other thing is that most porn does not turn me on, at all, and what does turn me on seems to be completely random. I can and have looked at porn for hours at a time without gaining any kind of sexual stimulation, I which has lead me to believe that I simply either like looking at generally physically healthy/attractive individuals or simply the taboo nature of porn itself. The same applies to hentai and erotic art, however I also like making my own and editing other individuals artwork.
I dont know if this is a sustainable long term plan or not, but considering that one of my only art hobbies revolves around sexual material I dont know if I really want to quit porn at all. I know that my chances of relapsing back into fapping are higher if I am constantly exposed to the material, however when I put my mind to it I dont have much of an issue. NGL idk what to do.