>>82391285 (OP)
i cope with eating health, meditation, hiking for exercise, trying to learn about philosophy and god, trying to be a good person when i can on the offchance that a final judgement/karmic reincarnation exists
also vieodgames, taking it /easy/ all the the time, crying about my pathetic life on 4chan all the time, relaxing, sleeping in everyday, trying to forget about it
also hope about maybe being able to do that with a indistinguishable sexbot one day, that also helps. some hope really helps put purpose and meaning into my otherwise hopeless life